start over
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After packing in boxes all the things and old staff of Sam.
We decided to burn them.
We were planning on starting a fire ,I could feel the flames in my chest bring down all my built down walls for sam....
Little did I know I also had thing for Joshua and a watch he bought for me on our second date.
My heart felt a sadden pain, I had to bear it for my perfect healing. I couldn't believe it was happening but anyways I just had to let go I had to finish everything.
I talked to the owner of house that I'll be moving in few weeks I just wanted to put things together.
Few days later...
I was able to finish up everything with Rose's help.
We made the place beautiful and clean I wished I could stay for long but the more I waited the more it was getting hard for me to move on. It's like the memories of me and Sam started becoming nightmares every night I spent in the house.
Rose was called for a job and she started working and I move in with her. luckily her apartment was near my school so it's was easy to go for class.
After weeks
Life felt normal I was able to heal from the pain of love but I couldn't forget.
Starting over isn't a bad thing after all.... I discovered new ideas in my research at school and I had to put more effort in my planning business.
It was my final year so I had to prepare for my exams . And my friend was also busy with her first case . we had no time for each other but at least we talked in the bathroom when bathing , and when eating that's was the only time we had for each other.
My exams are starting on the 10th of December and I am completing my exams on the 16th and 23rd it my birthday.
we planned for the last day in school for a year party and a departure party.
Well , I am the one doing the Deco and other things like food, it's Lisa the one in charge.
I have to put everything together and I just wish Rose could make it. To the party so that we have so much fun together.
Just a day to go.... and it's will be exam time. I really don't know what to do now I can't study .
I have been studying for days now and I feel so very tired my brain feels like it's in a state of hyper Data.
(phone ringing)
Why is mum calling?
Hope I haven't done anything silly.
Hello mummy
Yes my girl how are you...
Am fine how are you and daddy.
We are very fine ,and how is Rose doing.
she is very much okay mum.
But mummy why are you calling??
Nelly !!why such a question am i not your mother?
Can't I check up on my daughter and hear how you are fairing.
You can but am just surprised.
Okay sweetie, just called to wish all the best in your exams. And to Rose wish her well in are first case . And please come after your exams for your birthday and Christmas you know.
For the past 2 years you haven't been here for your birthdays you just give us silly excuses .
so please show up this time.
By the way before I forget Nick is coming and this time it's not following you .
He is going to be home with me and your Dad so you better show up with your friend.
Okay mummy I will come but Rose is going back home for the holidays so am not sure if she will be coming .
And please Nelly ,you should come fast Ketty is getting married!!!
what !!!
mum are you serious.
Do I sound like am joking .....ooh yes your mates are getting married and sadly you are single.
Mum is it my fault ??? really.
ooh sorry girl am just reminding you to love again. ... please heal up that jerk is not coming back and I heard he had twins.
mum really!!!!
sorry honey....but it's the truth.
Whatever mum I got to go.
Okay sweetie take care and remember I love you.
love you too mummy.
oooh Nelly ...I forget.
What mummy??
you have to plan Ketty's wedding.
Okay when is the wedding??
4th of January .
Okay mum give her my line after my exams .
Bye mummy ...say hi to daddy.
Okay love.
Take care.
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