Turn Back in the Past

Prologue

DECEMBER 24, 2020

It happen to be that I have everything in this world but it turn out that I can't have everything in this world because I don't have family and love. How about care? I miss my family even I have so many money and supporter. When I'm in the outside I can some people being happy because they with their family. I wish that they are still here, my family. Whenever I go home in my luxury condo everytime I'm done in my career, even people love me, care about me, and supporting me, I still feel empty. How can I live now? Always drinking some wine and looking at the window where my can see the people being happy, it always the same routine for me. I'm getting tired of this routine. Their other people that contented with their life even they don't have enough money because they have happiness and that's there family, they rich you know.

-DAISY

I look around in my condo unit and sigh. When I look in the clock and it's say that 1 hour only before the christmas. I look at the grocery I buy before I came in my home. I'm still wondering if it this house still can call home, it's empty you know. If I can go back in the past and change my path, I will do it. I sigh again and get my phone. I get a million of greeting, there's some celebrity, influencers, authors and my supporter. I upload my picture and caption it with a thank you. I put down the phone and go in the kitchen to get glass and bottle of wine. The liquor can help me to wash away all of my stress and feeling of being sad. I turn on the tv and go in the youtube to listen some relaxing music. I get my phone when the ringtone music play.

"Miss Daisy, you have to attend in fansigning tomorrow." I look at my window when some light pop-up, fireworks.

"Okay. Do I have other appointment?" I stand-up in the couch and approach the glass window to get a better view.

"That's all, Miss Daisy." I smiled a little bit when I heard her daughter calling my manager.

"Okay, Thank you. Rianna, Merry Christmas by the way."

"Merry Christmas too, Have a nice night." I always watching fireworks, it's remind me of someone.

"You too."

I put down my arm and look at the fireworks. The end of the fireworks is color red. I remain looking at the sky where it's full of stars. I hope I can see myself shining so bright in the sky. I smiled a little because I knew already that it will never happen to m, if ever I meet someone in the future. That I sleep with a heavy heart.

"Goodmorning, world." I sat down in my bed and look at my alarm.

I turn the alarm clock off and get out in my bed. I stretch my body to freshen-up. It still the same routine for me, I go to the bathroom and take my morning routine. I look in the full body mirror and stared in myself. I sigh and smiled a little bit.

"You'll be fine, trust me."

I get my phone when my ringtone played, I answer it and it's my manager.

"Ready for today? Did you have a great morning?" I still nodded even she's not here.

"Yeah, how about you?"

"Me too, I'm in your building parking lot right now." I get my bag in my bed and exit my room.

"Did you bring some breakfast?"

"No, my family go in my place yesterday that's why I don't have any food. Sorry."

"Okay, it's fine. We can just drive thru in the mcdo. Just wait for me in the parking lot."