The call came at 11:40 on a Tuesday night, and Annabelle knew from the first ring that something was wrong, because her mother never called this late. Texts, always. A call meant something had happened that couldn't wait for morning.
"Mom?"
"I'm okay." Miriam's voice was thin, threaded through with the particular brightness she used when she was lying about the size of a problem. "I'm okay, honey, I just — I had a little episode earlier. Blood sugar dropped further than usual. Mrs. Alvarez next door found me on the kitchen floor, she called it in, I'm at the hospital now, but I'm okay, they're just running—"
"You're at the hospital." Annabelle was already standing, already reaching for shoes she wasn't sure she'd need but couldn't stop herself grabbing. "Mom, why didn't you call me first?"
"Because you would have panicked, and there's nothing you can do from three hundred miles away except panic, and I didn't want you doing that to yourself over something that's already being handled."
"I'm still panicking, Mom. That's happening regardless."
Across the room, Max had sat up in the dark, alert to the shift in her voice even half-asleep. "What's wrong?"
Annabelle waved him off, phone still pressed to her ear, listening to her mother's breathing catch on something that sounded like it might be tears, might be pain, might be both. "The doctor wants to keep me overnight for observation. It's just precautionary. I'll be home tomorrow, I promise, you don't need to do anything, I just wanted you to hear it from me instead of finding out some other way."
"I'm coming home."
"Annabelle, you have midterms next week—"
"I'm coming home, Mom. I'll figure out the trains. I'll be there by morning."
She hung up before her mother could argue further, hands shaking hard enough that she dropped the phone twice trying to open the train schedule app, math already running in the back of her head that had nothing to do with algorithms — the cost of a last-minute ticket against the sixty-three dollars in her account, the shifts she'd have to give up at The Grind, the exam she'd have to reschedule and hope Ilori was understanding about.
"Hey." Max was out of bed now, crossing the small room to crouch in front of where she sat frozen on the edge of the cot. "Talk to me. What happened?"
"My mom. She's — there was an episode, she's in the hospital, they think it's fine but I need to go, I need to get a train, I don't—" Her voice cracked on the last word, the careful architecture she'd maintained for weeks finally giving out all at once, and she pressed the heel of her hand hard against her eyes, furious at herself for falling apart in front of him of all people.
"Okay. Okay, breathe. What's the earliest train?"
"5 a.m. It's sixty dollars I don't—" She stopped herself, humiliated at how close she'd come to saying the quiet part out loud, the thing she never said to anyone.
Max didn't make her finish the sentence. He was already pulling on a jacket, already reaching for his keys, moving with a decisiveness she hadn't seen from him before, none of the careful performance, none of the cold calculation — just action. "I'll drive you."
"Max, it's three hundred miles."
"I know how far it is. I'll drive you." He said it like it wasn't a question, like the alternative — letting her sit up all night doing math about train tickets while her mother lay in a hospital bed — wasn't a version of the world he was willing to let exist. "Pack whatever you need. We can leave in fifteen minutes."
"I can't ask you to do that."
"You didn't ask. I'm offering." Something in his voice gentled, dropped the last of its careful distance. "Let me do this, Annabelle. Please."
She looked at him for a long moment — this boy who'd told her to know her place three weeks ago, standing in front of her now with his car keys already in hand, asking to be let in rather than demanding entry — and something in her, exhausted and frightened and entirely out of the energy required to keep fighting him off, simply stopped resisting.
"Okay," she said. "Thank you."
The drive took four hours through the dark, mile markers sliding past in silence for most of it, her forehead against the cool window the same way it had rested against the bus window weeks ago, though nothing else about the ride felt the same. Somewhere around hour two, exhausted past the point of maintaining any careful distance, she fell asleep against the seat, and when she woke as they pulled into the hospital parking lot, she found a blanket she didn't remember having tucked around her shoulders, and Max watching her with an expression she didn't have a name for yet, careful and unguarded all at once.
"We're here," he said quietly. "Go. I'll wait."
"You don't have to wait. It could be hours."
"I'll wait, Annabelle." He said her name like it mattered to him, like it was worth something on its own. "Go see your mom."
She went, and didn't let herself think too hard, walking through the hospital doors, about what it meant that some small, unfamiliar part of her chest had already started counting the minutes until she came back out to him.