Mate I never wanted

Waking up in someone else's bed

Vivian

I felt his lips everywhere.

He was kissing, licking and doing anything else he saw fit to make me go crazy. He pushed me over the edge time and time again, up until I was completely lost in the pleasure and lust he was feeding my body. At this point, I lost count of how many times he made me come, but I was still buzzing from the organism.

Not even for a second did he let me move or do anything physical for him. He was forcing me to take pleasure from him. Time melted away and the only thing that was left was his body pressed up against mine.

We had been going at it for what felt like mere hours, but the reality was that we had probably spent over two days together, just f*****g or making each other come in every way. So when I felt his hands move on my lower belly, and only now did I notice that the pressing pain at the back of my body was not the pain I remember I felt before. It was more like an ache... well I guess it is an ache from my body being very well used.

As my mind started to come back to my body and I fully woke up, my eyes shot to the bedside table that had a holographic clock on it.

And I was right when I guessed that we had been here for the last two day.

Shit...

I missed two days of training.

Lucien moved behind me, still asleep. He rolled on to his back and his hands moved away from my body. I guess this is my sign that I have to move. As quietly as I could, I rolled out of bed, hoping that I would not wake him up. The truth is that I was not sure what the hell happened or how I ended up in bed with him. The last thing I remember before waking up in bed with him, was the test and everything going dark. My best guess is that I fainted and ended up in the hospital, but it does not explain how I ended up here...

The only logical explanation is that he brought me here, but... but then why would he do that?

Why would he bother to take me here? To take care of me?

My mind filled with little snippets of the last few days, of how gently he fed me and held up water to my lips... of how he bathed my body a few times... how his gentle hands moved all over my body.

At those moments, he reminded me of Lucien I met during his heat, right after we were matched... the silver-haired fox boy that made my heart flutter with his softness, but... but then the memory of how he looked during the meeting the other day... when he threatened innocent children, just so he could get what he wanted out of me, and it was to have full access to my body when he needed...

And now this.

This man is so confusing that it is making my head hurt once again.

Quickly, I gathered my clothes and dressed.

They were disgustingly dirty, but I had no other choice but to dress in them... well, unless I wanted to walk naked back to my room.

I really wanted to get back to my room to change first. It was all I could think about as I pulled on my sweaty shirt, I really considered doing just that, but after being gone for two days, it might give the wrong idea and I have no wish to piss off the trainers here even more than my weakness has already.

At that moment, I realized that my pants were ripped and I was not going to walk around half naked. My eyes lingered on a pair of black sweatpants that I knew were a standard school uniform... well I hope no one will miss them. Quickly, I pulled them on and walked out of the room as quietly as possible.

The moment I stepped out the door, I walked right into one of Lucien's guards, Richard.

When he saw me, he only made a small respectful nod. His eyes lingered on my body for a few moments and a small knowing smile bloomed on his face.

Shit, of course, he knew what we have been doing for the last few days. I know that neither I nor Lucien were not really concerned with who heard us... and Richard probably stood guard most of the time...

Embarrassment bloomed in my chest and, after returning the polite nod, I bolted in the direction of what I could only guess was our accommodation.

I was wrong.

It did not lead me there, instead it led me to the training facilities. Frustrated and confused, I ran into a soft body.

"Vivian, you are back!"

Rebeca's excited voice startled me.

"Yeah... I guess..."

Her hands wrapped around me and pulled me into her chest. I stood there frozen, not sure what I should do, but she did not give me a moment to figure it out because she started speaking again,

"You scared me there for a moment. When you fainted, the trainers carried you to the medics, but I was not able to go with you. I had to wait until the class ended, but by the time I got to the medical wing, you were no longer there. They only told me that you were taken by your mate. I was surprised that you and your little fox boy had already mated..."

"We did not."

I answered swiftly... maybe too fast not to raise any suspicions. A knowing smile bloomed on her face as she nodded.

"We are not mated, but we are genetically matched. In the eyes of any official, we are as good as mated."

The smile on her face got even wider as heat rushed to my cheeks.

"And... and it's not like we are planning to mate at all. It was just a mistake and we now have to wait."

My voice sounded shaky and unsure, I was speaking a bit too fast and unsure of myself. The smile on her face got wider, but she did not push the subject any further. She chose to change the subject all together.

"Well, I guess we will have to see later. You missed two tests, but your score was so high after the shooting test that you are still in the top ten. The trainers said that you could take them today or tomorrow."

Thank the galaxies, for a moment I was worried that I had completely messed up and that there was no hope for me all together... but I guess not all is gone.

"That is good to hear. Do you know where I can find the trainers for the tests?"

"Well, they should be in the tenth training arena. They are supposed to be preparing for tomorrow's test."

"Great thanks... I will find them... but I guess I should first shower and change..."

She only smiled as an answer and so together we walked to our dorm. My mind was still racing over the things that happened, that I completely forgot to ask Rebecca about the test.

In our room there were another two girls who we were sharing a room with. Like always, they were chatting away in their corner of the room, while I reached for my clothes and I heard a faint vibration of a phone. Without even looking, I knew that it was mine, as I was the only one that had a phone that worked in here... as Lucien was the only person that had this phone number... I was sure that it was him, but I was not ready to face him... not yet.

I ignored it and gathered my stuff to take them with me to the shower.

Quickly showered, washing away the last two days, hoping that it would not make it impossible for me to think about anything else other than him... but it did not work.

Every time I closed my eyes I only saw him... I saw what he did to me... to my body...

My restless thoughts were invaded by Rebecca.

“And your brother is here today. He was looking for you.”

John? What is he doing here?