Vivian My walk back to the dorm was hazy. I literally could not tell you how long it was or how I finally got here. The whole time I was walking, it felt like I was not really present, I did not see or hear anything, my mind was way too loud for me to hear or take in all of my surroundings. It felt like I was awake, but not really… maybe I did wake up physically, but mentally I was back in Lucien’s bed… in his arms… I could not help myself but remember how nice they felt around me. If I’m honest, I have never slept so well in my life. Sure, part of it was due to the fact that I was so exhausted that I could barely keep my eyes open and I did get an emotional blow of a lifetime by losing the emotional support I had… so it was natural that I would have slept like a dead person after all

