CODENAME: SKYDOLL

10

There was just too much light, and I grimaced and slowly opened my eyes as the nasty hospital smell hit my nose. I was at the hospital I came to in the morning, there was another doctor in the emergency room. I looked at the serum on my hand, they tried it on my other hand because they burst the veins in my other hand. I tried to stand up, but the doctor scolded me and said that I should go to bed. Ignoring him, I removed the vascular access in my arm and took my belongings and proceeded towards the exit. I was feeling better, my car was in the hospital parking lot. I checked my phone, but no one called me, no message from anyone. I smiled sadly, I was always alone in this life, I understood it once again. While I was going to start the car, my phone started to ring, Bora was calling, I took a deep breath and answered the phone.

"I'm on the beach." I put my lip between my teeth and hung up the phone and went to the beach, he was sitting on the benches in the deserted part of the beach. Even if I told them the truth, they would never believe me, I didn't want to be with them. I was going to find another way, there had to be another way to save those kids. I went and sat next to Bora, it was cold but I was not cold. He wasn't looking at me, we were both silently watching the sea. "What did you say to Melody?" He didn't believe me like Pars did, I already knew he wouldn't.

"I wanted him to respect my boundaries." He turned his eyes to me, so angry that it was the first time I had seen him like that.

"Melody was our red line, after that if I see you around, I'll kill you without blinking!" I looked into his eyes, hoping for a little hope that I didn't do it, but there was none.

"Bora I didn't hurt him, his a..." stood up and threw a stack of money at me.

"Shut up! In return for your service to us, you won't even mention any of our names from now on. I smiled bitterly and stood up like him, I looked at him for the last time with disappointment and walked towards my car without touching the money he threw at me. Why was it hurting so much? Why didn't they believe me or not? Did I care that much? Months later I would give them to Mehmet and save those children, I would shoot them in the back. Mehmet knew as well as I do that I would not do this, but I could not understand why he wanted such a thing from me. I would not act as his agent, I would not betray the people who opened their homes to me. I was just gaining time to save those children, Mehmet must have had another purpose. Before I went home, I went to the place we went to 2 days ago, I was sure that I would find Melodi's brother here. Because he told me that you can find me here, he was sitting at the table where he was sitting that day, just as I expected. again. a was looking at me. He was looking at me with a grin, put the glass of drink in his hand on his head, put it on the table and stood up. We walked through the crowd together where no one could hear us, and I frowned at him.

"Who are you?" I said menacingly, but that amused him even more. He extended his hand to me.

"That's right, we haven't met, have we, Demir I." I looked at his hand mockingly, and again I looked into his eyes.

"I wouldn't do anything with a fool like you, I don't know what you're implying to Melody, but you're going to stay away from her." I said sternly, his eyes drifting to my lips.

"Otherwise, what would you do? Would you report me to Bora or Pars? Also, I remind you, my beauty, I personally witnessed what you did to get my attention." I did all the things just to prove myself to Bora.

"It was just a small claim and you came to the fishing line easily. Actually, I don't understand why a simple man like you caught my attention so much. You are really simple, you will stay away from me and Melody." As I was about to turn around and leave, he put his hand on my waist and turned me towards him. I quickly pushed him away and hit him hard on his windpipe and gasped, his laughter filling my ears. He pulled me closer to him and pulled me between him and the wall, I pushed him hard and choked him, my nails dug into his skin. I swapped places with him and banged his head against the wall, and he groaned and laughed.

"So you like it hard, that's fine with me." He threw his hands up in the air and laughed, took my hand away from him, looked at him in disgust, and started walking towards the exit of the place. I still had my morning gym clothes on, I got in the car and went home. I was going to do research on Demir, as Bora said it looked like it was going to mess with me. I didn't know what he did to Melodi at the time, but it was obvious that he had suffered heavy things, I was going to do research about his ex-girlfriend, who died. I could actually get help from Kevin and Alex, but I wanted to get used to doing things on my own. I scanned Demir's photo on the computer and found information about him. Demir Arıkan, there was no information about Melodi, the adopted son of Faysal Arıkan. He was also the owner of Arıkan Holding. Faysal Arıkan had never been married before. There was not much interesting about the two of them. Apparently, only those who knew them closely knew what he had done to Melody. I looked at the caller with the ringing tone of my phone, it was from an unknown number. I knew very well who it was from, I went out to the terrace and picked up the phone and brought it to my ear.

"Ahh.. I think they upset my little butterfly. How are you darling?" I frowned, his voice making me nauseous.

"Don't call me" I said sternly. He gave a high-pitched laugh and played a song on the TV, which was… that song. I closed my eyes tightly, I wanted to hang up the phone in his face and get that voice out of my head, but I couldn't. If I pissed him off, he'd kill an innocent life without batting an eye.

"You missed this song, right? Ahh Lara, being in the same city with you again, I listened to this song every night while you were away. I remember those unforgettable nights, I put the phone on the table and shook my head. You're Arya.. you have to be strong I plugged my ears, I didn't want to hear him. I was very surprised to hear, it's just stupid that they didn't include a beautiful and intelligent girl like you. I'm sure you'll find a way, don't wander around Demir Arıkan too much, little one, no one can covet what's mine but me. If you want me to intervene, I'd be happy to take care of him." I dug my nails into my palms.

"Don't get involved in anything, my friends are here, I have to hang up." I hung up the phone in his face and kicked the coffee table in front of me hard. I got up angrily and picked up the phone from the ground and threw it to the ground, the past was not letting go. That stupid song kept playing in my head over and over again, so I screamed loudly to silence it and broke everything around me to make a louder noise. My tears started to flow and the pain inside me started to come out like them, I wasn't going to let this happen again. Those days are gone, and I wasn't going to let them resurface. I threw tons of soil on those days, I opened the door of the terrace and let myself into the pool. The water would hide my tears, so I sat at the bottom of the pool and screamed with all my might. I didn't want to breathe, I wanted to die and forget. I was an i***t who couldn't even kill myself, I've tried before but it didn't work. Somehow I was saved again, as if life was trying its best not to forget my pain, I was going to take my revenge on everyone who ruined my life. I would avenge that little girl's death from everyone, I would do my best so that other children would not experience what I went through. I got out of the pool and let the cold weather get me cold, maybe I would make a lot of mistakes on this way, but I would make up for those mistakes somehow. Of course, I would stumble and fall on this road, but I would get stronger.