I did my duty. I spoke to investors, complimented rival planners on their winter-themed centerpieces, and laughed at bad jokes from elderly philanthropists. All the while, I was acutely aware of Derek’s presence in the room. I’d catch glimpses of him—deep in conversation with a group of men who looked like bankers, charming a circle of older women by the dessert table, his laugh cutting through the hum of the party. He was in his element, and he was selling us brilliantly.
The heat of the ballroom became oppressive. I needed air. Slipping away from a conversation about sustainable caviar, I made my way to the secluded coat check area, a dimly lit hallway lined with racks of furs and wool coats.
I was leaning against the wall, taking a deep breath of the cooler, quiet air, when a familiar voice spoke behind me.
“You always hide in coat checks when you are overwhelmed.”
I froze. Slowly, I turned.
Evan stood a few feet away, his jacket slung over his arm. He looked handsome and weary, his usual polish slightly frayed at the edges.
“Evan. I didn’t know you were here.” The lie was automatic.
“Of course you did.” He took a step closer. The scent of his cologne, something woody and expensive, hit me, bringing a wave of memories—good and painful. “You looked right at me.”
I straightened, crossing my arms over my chest. A defensive gesture. “What do you want?”
“To talk. To apologize.” He ran a hand through his hair. “Seeing you with him… it’s a hell of a way to realize what you’ve lost, Maya.”
The old hurt rose, sharp and bitter. “You didn’t lose me, Evan. You handed me back like a misordered item.”
“I was an idiot.” The words were rushed, desperate. “I was scared. The pressure of the wedding, the merger my father wanted… Celeste was easy. She was a distraction. But she’s nothing like you. You’re real. You’re brilliant.” He took another step. We were too close now. “I never stopped loving you.”
A year ago, those words would have been a balm. Now, they felt like a trap. “It’s too late.”
“Is it?” His eyes searched mine, looking for a crack in my armor. “That guy… Derek. He’s Marcus’s friend, right? The bar owner? This is just a rebound, Maya. A way to make me jealous. And it’s working, god, it’s working. But you don’t have to keep pretending.”
His arrogance, his assumption that my entire life was still a reaction to him, ignited a cold fury. “You think this is for you?” I hissed. “You think I’d rebuild my entire life just to play games with yours? You are not that important to me anymore, Evan.”
His face fell, genuine shock registering. I’d never spoken to him like that.
“Maya, please. Give me a chance to fix this. We can go to Paris for New Year’s, like we planned. I’ll make it up to you. I’ll—”
“She said," It’s too late.”
The voice came from the entrance to the hallway. Low, calm, and threaded with a steel I’d never heard in it before.
Derek stood there, silhouetted against the light from the ballroom. He’d removed his tuxedo jacket and rolled up his sleeves, revealing the corded muscles of his forearms. His expression was utterly controlled, but his green eyes were like frozen fire as they locked onto Evan.
Evan drew himself up, the hotel heir reasserting himself. “This is a private conversation, Marshall.”
“It was,” Derek agreed, walking forward with a predator’s quiet grace. He stopped beside me, not touching me, but his presence was a shield. “Now it’s over. You had your chance. You blew it. She’s moved on.”
Evan’s gaze flickered between us, landing on my face. “Is that true, Maya? Have you moved on? Or are you just hiding behind him?”
My heart hammered against my ribs. This was the test. The core of the contract. I looked at Derek—at the man who’d teased me for years, who’d kissed me like he meant it, who’d shown up tonight in a matching tie and danced with me like I was the only woman in the room. I saw the slight tension in his jaw, the quiet question in his eyes.
Believe it.
I turned back to Evan, my voice steady and clear. “I’m not hiding, Evan. I’m exactly where I want to be.”
I reached out and took Derek’s hand. His fingers closed around mine instantly, warm and strong.
Evan’s face went pale. He looked at our joined hands, and something like real loss flashed in his eyes before it was smothered by pride. “I see.” He nodded stiffly. “I… hope you’ll be happy.” The words sounded like ash in his mouth.
He turned and walked away, his shoulders stiff.
The moment he disappeared, the strength drained from my legs. A shudder ran through me.
Derek’s hand tightened around mine. “Hey,” he said softly, turning to face me. “Look at me.”
I did. His expression had softened, the icy anger gone.
“You okay?”
I nodded, unable to speak, suddenly overwhelmed by the confrontation, the performance, the feel of his hand in mine.
“You were magnificent,” he said, his thumb stroking my knuckles. “Cool as a cucumber. He never stood a chance.”
A shaky laugh escaped me. “I feel like I just ran a marathon.”
“Adrenaline crash.” He studied my face. “Come on. Let’s get out of here. Our work is done.”
“But the gala isn’t over. I should—”
“You’ve schmoozed, you’ve dazzled, and you’ve publicly slain your dragon. The boss will understand.” He grinned, the familiar, playful Derek resurfacing. “Besides, I know a place that serves real drinks and terrible pizza. It’s the perfect post-fake-dating victory lap.”
He didn’t let go of my hand as he led me back through the coat check, grabbing our things. We slipped out a service entrance, the cold night air a shock after the stifling ballroom. He helped me into my coat, his hands lingering on my shoulders for a second.
On the street, with the glittering hotel behind us, he finally released my hand to hail a cab. The loss of contact felt strangely profound.
He held the door open for me. As I slid in, he paused, looking down at me, his face half in shadow from the streetlamp.
“For the record, Chen,” he said, his voice quiet. “That wasn’t all acting in there.”
Before I could ask what he meant, he closed the door, walked around, and got in beside me, giving the driver an address in the West Village.
And as the cab pulled away from the curb, carrying us into the neon-drenched night, I replayed his words in my head, wondering which part he wasn’t acting, and why the thought made my heart feel too big for my chest.