He changed the subject after that, showing me around the bar with forced cheerfulness. He showed me the hidden nook where he kept his most prized bottles, the small stage where he hosted jazz trios on weekends, the framed photo behind the bar of him and an older man with the same green eyes—his father.
"He'd have liked you," Derek said softly, touching the frame. "He always said I needed someone sharp enough to keep me on my toes."
The intimacy of the moment, of this glimpse into his heart, was overwhelming. "I'm sorry I never got to meet him."
"Me too." He cleared his throat, the moment passing. "Come on, it's late. I'll call you a car."
He walked me to the door. The cold night air was a shock again. A black car was already idling at the curb.
"Date Two in the books," he said, his hands in his pockets. He was back to being my brother's charming best friend, the barrier firmly back in place. "Rockefeller Center ice skating next. You own skates that aren't just for decorative i********: photos, right?"
"I hate skating," I admitted. "I'm terrible at it."
A slow, wicked grin spread across his face. "Even better." He reached out and tucked a stray strand of hair behind my ear. The gesture was so tender, so possessive, it stole the air from my lungs. "I'll hold you up, Chen. I promise."
He opened the car door for me. As I slid in, he leaned down, one hand on the roof.
"One more thing," he said, his voice a low murmur meant only for me. "Evan posted something. A throwback photo. From your engagement party last year."
My blood ran cold. "What?"
"He captioned it 'Some mistakes haunt you.' It's subtle, but it's a shot across the bow." His jaw tightened. "He's not giving up. This just got more real."
The fear returned, cold and slick. Evan wasn't just going to fade away. He was going to fight, using our past as his weapon.
Derek saw the panic in my eyes. His expression softened. "Hey. Look at me. It doesn't change anything. We stick to the contract. We show a united front. He can post a thousand photos. He can't touch what we're building."
What we're building. The words echoed. Was he still talking about the facade?
"Okay," I whispered.
"Okay." He straightened up. "Get some sleep. I'll text you the details for Saturday."
He closed the door. As the car pulled away, I looked back through the window. He stood on the sidewalk in front of his bar, watching me go, a tall, solitary figure silhouetted in the warm light from the windows. He looked like a man standing guard.
When I got home, I did what I'd been avoiding. I opened i********:. There it was. Evan's post. A photo of us from last December. I was in a red dress, smiling up at him, my eyes full of a love I now barely recognized. He looked happy, possessive. The caption screamed regret and a claim he was trying to restake.
My finger hovered over the screen. Then, acting on an impulse I didn't fully understand, I scrolled to my own photos. I found a picture from tonight I hadn't realized someone had taken. It was of Derek and me on the dance floor. My head was resting against his shoulder, my eyes closed, a small, genuine smile on my lips. His cheek was resting against my hair, his eyes also closed, an expression of deep peace on his face.
We looked… real. We looked in love.
Without overthinking it, I posted it. No caption. Just the photo.
Within seconds, my phone buzzed.
Derek: That's my girl.
Me: Rule 1.
Derek: Who's pretending?
I put the phone down, my heart hammering. I walked to my window, looking out at the sleeping city. The contract had twelve dates. We'd completed two.
And I was already in way, way over my head.
Because the most dangerous line wasn't the one between fake and real.
It was the one I was desperately trying not to cross: the line between using Derek Marshall as a shield, and needing him for real.