I couldn't stop staring at the crowd.
Three hundred wolves. Kneeling. Bowing. Smiling.
One of them wanted me dead.
My wolf paced inside me, restless and suspicious.
Every bowed head felt like a lie. Every smile felt like a mask.
I could feel her claws scraping at the inside of my ribs. Desperate to get out. Desperate to hunt.
She had been caged for eighteen years, and now that the seal was cracking, she could smell a lie the way other wolves smelled blood.
'We need to find them,' she growled.
'How?'
'We watch. We listen. We wait. The traitor will slip.'
Kael's arm tightened around my waist, his breath warm against my ear.
"You're tense," he murmured. "What is it?"
"Later," I whispered.
His golden eyes flickered. He didn't push, but I felt his body tense beneath me.
He knew something was wrong. He just didn't know what.
His thumb pressed gently against my side, a silent reminder that he was there, that he would not let go, even if the whole hall turned against us.
The pack was dismissed. Warriors bowed as they left.
The old woman who had smiled at me lingered, her eyes curious.
The little girl waved.
A young warrior with a scar on his cheek held my gaze a second too long before looking away.
I memorized his face.
Everyone was a suspect now.
---
Kael led me back to his chambers. The same room from last night, but it felt different now.
Smaller. More dangerous.
Because now I knew the danger wasn't just outside these walls.
It was inside the pack.
He closed the door and turned to me, his eyes searching my face.
"Tell me."
I hesitated, then told him.
"Marcus wasn't working alone. Someone in that hall helped him. Someone close."
Kael went still. His claws extended, then retracted. His jaw tightened.
"How do you know?"
"My wolf told me." I pressed a hand to my chest. "She can feel it. A wrongness. A shadow in the bond. Someone in this pack is betraying you."
Kael didn't speak for a long moment. Then he walked to the window, his back to me, his shoulders rigid.
The moonlight cut across his profile, making him look carved from stone.
For the first time, I saw not just the Butcher, but the weight he carried as Alpha.
Every betrayal was a wound he had to hide.
"I've suspected for months," he said quietly. "Someone has been feeding information to my enemies. Movements. Patrol routes. Weaknesses. I lost three warriors last month because of a trap that should have been impossible to set."
He turned. His golden eyes burned.
"I just didn't know who."
"And now?"
"Now I know it's real. My Luna feels it. That's enough."
He crossed the room and stopped in front of me. His massive hands cupped my face.
"You are more than I expected," he said. "More than I deserved."
I stared up at him. This monster. This killer. This man who had claimed me without hesitation.
"What happens now?"
"Now we find the traitor. But first..." His thumb stroked my cheek. "First, I need to mark you."
My breath caught.
"The seal is cracking. I can feel it. But it will not break fully without the mark. And without your wolf, you cannot protect yourself from what's coming."
I swallowed. "And what if I'm not ready?"
"You are." His eyes burned into mine. "You have been ready since the moment you stood in that hall and did not bow."
Tears burned my eyes, but I nodded.
"Then do it."
He held out his hand.
"Come with me."
---
The forest was quiet.
Moonlight spilled between the trees, silver and soft.
The air smelled of pine and cold water and night.
Our footsteps were the only sound.
The deeper we walked, the quieter the world became, as if the forest itself knew what was about to happen and was holding its breath.
Kael led me by the hand until the trees opened into a clearing.
A pool lay in the middle, still and glowing. The moon sat perfectly above it, as if the sky had placed it there just for us.
I had never seen anything so beautiful.
Kael stopped at the edge of the water and turned to me.
"This is ours," he said. "Only ours."
Something in my chest loosened. I hadn't realized how afraid I was of being watched, of being seen, until he said that.
He stepped into the pool first. The water rose around his waist, shimmering silver.
"Come."
I followed him in, my dress heavy with water, my breath shaky.
The water was warm. Alive.
It wrapped around me like a heartbeat. Like coming home.
Kael pulled me close. His chest pressed against mine. His heartbeat matched mine. His skin was fire against my skin.
"This will hurt," he whispered. "But when it's over, you will be reborn."
I nodded. "I'm ready."
His eyes flashed, gold to black.
He lowered his head to my neck.
I felt his breath. Warm. Slow. Steady. His lips brushed my skin. Once. Twice.
Then his teeth sank into my flesh.
---
Pain.
White-hot. Burning. Like fire pouring into my veins.
I screamed. I couldn't help it. My whole body arched against him. My nails dug into his shoulders. Blood ran down my neck.
But Kael held me. His arms locked around me like iron. His teeth stayed buried in my skin.
He whispered against my neck, a low sound that was half growl, half prayer, holding me steady while the fire tore through me.
And then something happened.
The pain changed.
It became something else.
Something warm. Something alive. Something that spread from my neck to my chest, to my stomach, to my fingertips.
The seal shattered.
I felt it break. I felt the darkness that had trapped my wolf for eighteen years crumble like glass.
I felt the wolfsbane poison that had been fed to me for twelve years burn away.
I felt every chain, every lock, every cage explode into dust.
And then I heard her.
Not a whisper.
A roar.
My wolf.
She exploded out of me.
My body shifted. Bones cracked and reformed. Muscles stretched. Skin split. Silver fur erupted across my body like fire.
My hands curled into claws. My face lengthened into a muzzle. My teeth sharpened into fangs.
My eyes blazed silver fire.
I was enormous. Bigger than any wolf I had ever seen. Bigger than Kael. Bigger than any Alpha. My paws were the size of dinner plates. My shoulders reached Kael's chest.
'A Lycan,' Kael whispered.
I threw my head back and howled.
The sound shook the trees. It shook the ground. It shook the sky.
Birds exploded from branches for miles. The water in the pool rippled like an earthquake.
He dropped to his knees in the water before me. Head bowed.
The Blood Moon Butcher. The most feared Alpha on the continent.
Kneeling before me.
---
My wolf turned in slow circles, testing her body. Her power. Her freedom.
She was magnificent. She was terrible. She was everything I had been denied for eighteen years.
'Finally,' she growled. 'Finally, we are whole.'
I could feel everything. The heartbeat of the forest. Kael's awe. The moon humming in my blood.
The power was not gentle. It was wild and ancient, and for a moment I was afraid I would lose myself in it completely.
Kael rose slowly. His golden eyes were fixed on me. Not fear. Not submission.
Wonder.
He walked toward me. He didn't bow. He didn't lower his eyes. He reached out and touched my fur. His hand sank into silver.
"Mine," he whispered.
My wolf pressed her head against his chest. A gesture of trust. Of claiming.
'Mine,' she agreed.
The moonlight burned down on us. The water glowed.
For one perfect moment, it was only us. No pack. No traitor. No eyes.
And then my wolf stiffened.
Her ears pricked. Her nose lifted to the wind.
'Someone was here,' she growled. 'Someone watched from the trees.'
I turned my massive head toward the dark treeline. A branch snapped. A shadow moved — too fast to be an animal.
Someone had followed us.
My body was changing again. The shift was reversing. Bones snapping back. Fur receding. The power drained from my limbs like water.
I was falling.
Kael caught me before I hit the ground.
I was human again. Shivering. My neck still bleeding. My whole body trembled with exhaustion. He pulled his shirt over me quickly, shielding me.
"Easy, little wolf." He lifted me into his arms. "You shifted too fast. Your body needs time."
"The traitor—" I gasped. "Someone was watching. In the trees. He—"
"Shh." His jaw tightened as he scanned the forest. "I smelled him too."
I clutched his chest. My blood soaked his shirt. My body was shaking. My legs would not stop trembling, and the world tilted every time I tried to lift my head.
"He knows," I whispered. "He'll run. He'll tell them."
Kael's golden eyes flashed.
"Then we will find him before dawn."
He carried me through the trees, his body shielding mine. The forest was silent around us. Every step he took was steady, as if he was carrying something far more precious than a girl. As if he was carrying his whole future.
And as we left the clearing, I heard my wolf whisper one last warning.
'He is not the only one, Lena. There are more. And they are closer than you think.'
I closed my eyes.
The darkness took me.