Never forgetting you

4- Issac

I watched Railey get into the black Rover and drove off to the opposite direction till it disappeared from sight. Putting on my coat I can smell her on it and it immediately put a smile on my face.

I turn around and 6 sets of eyes is looking at me, waiting for something.

‘What? Why are you all looking at me like a brunch of idiots? I asked them

‘You’re smiling, like a real genuine smile’ gashes Thea.

‘Yeah Issac, it’s quite disturbing’ added Angelo and I flip him off.

Heading to my car I call to Ang,

‘Are you coming or what?’

‘Yeah, give me a sec to get my s**t from Thea’s car’ as he walked to her car, parked a few spots away from me. I turn to see Thea looking at me and I know she wants to say something. I waited for a bit and she hasn’t said any yet and I was losing patience.

‘Just say it Thea, say what you want to, I know you have something to say about this’

‘I just hope you know what you’re doing with her. She’s not like the others Issac. She’s a good girl. Kind, sweet, caring and definitely no apart of this life. Your life, your world’

‘I know Thea!’ I snapped at her. Shutting her up and making the boys looking very uncomfortable. I never snapped at Thea, she’s the only person that can say anything around me and I would not lose my s**t. But since last night, I’m just so fucken stressed out about this whole arrange marriage s**t.

I sighed heavily and apologies to her.

‘I’m sorry Thea, I didn’t mean to snapped at you. I’m just..it’s just..fuck!! This whole thing is just f**k. I just thought if I gotta be fucken tie down after this weekend I might as well do what the f**k I want till then. She’s just..she’s just so refreshing. I don’t know, I just feel drawn to her. She’s so easy to be with. Even when we’re sitting in silence. It’s comfortable silence.’

I run my hand through my hair and lean on my car and lit up a cigarette and took a long puff.

‘I know, Issac. I know you’re going through alot. We’re still wrapping our head around this whole thing. But leading her on and getting her involved into the middle of this is not fair or safe for her. You gotta keep away from her. You know what your pop would do if he finds out about her. It’s not safe for Railey.’

She’s right, if pop knows that I’m distracted with Railey. He would use her to blackmail me. I only just meet the girl and I have this need to protect her innocence from my world. I gotta keep my distance from her. To keep her safe. I gotta stay away. f**k! How am I supposed to do that? Just one taste of her today and I’m addicted. I want to wrap her in my arms and do things to her just to hear the sweet moan from her lips. I want to hear her scream my name and watch her ride the wave of her o****m. That I gave her, I want to feel her clinch tightly around me and knowing that I pushed her there. I’m in so fucken deep with this girl from only spending 1 day with her.

‘You’re right, I know I need to stay away. I’ll stay away’ I said out loud, trying to convince myself more then my friends.

I got in behind my wheels and Ang hop in to the seat that Railey occupied the whole day.

‘Dude, your car smell of s*x. Did you f**k her in here?’

‘Shut up asshole, we didn’t f**k. She’s not like that. She deserves more then just a quick hump in the passenger seat.’

‘f**k Issac, you really like this girl? I’ve never seen you like this man. She got under your skin in just 1 day?’

‘I don’t know, Ang. She makes me feel at peace. When I was with her today. I don’t feel like I gotta be alert all the time. It just feels normal. Just 2 people enjoy burgers and each other’s company.’

‘You know Thea’s right. It’s not safe for her. If you feel anything for this girl. Let her go, give her that. Let her have a normal life’

‘Yeah’ was all I could response to him. I know I gotta let her go. I know I could never see her again. But f**k, it’s so hard to stop thinking about her. Especially when my car smell of her sweet scent and my coat has her smell as well.

I told her I would call her later. I guess that’s the first and last promise I’ll make and brake to her. She’s gonna hate me for it. After the afternoon that we had, and me making promises to call and then ghosting her. But I guess it’s better this way. I rather her hate me, it would be much easier to keep her at arms length. Thank god she’s not gonna be at school tomorrow. I don’t think I have the will power to keep away from her if she is.

I arrived home and my mother and all my Aunts are there. By the look of things and their conversation. Dad must had informed them about my upcoming engagement.

Ma came over and hug me tightly.

‘My baby, I know it’s so hard on you. I’m sorry you had to go through this.’

She pulled me over to the ladies and now I have 4 woman fussing over me.

‘Issac, have you given it much thought on who you will choose?’ Asked aunt Marie

‘The Chinese girl goes to your school? She’s a looker too. Very pretty face and good hips for baby’ said my Nona

‘Ah, Nona. Are you not happy with me as a grandson you want to have another one?

‘Silly boy, it will be your baby. You can’t be jealous of your own baby’

‘But Nona, I’m still a baby’ I tease her.

‘Si si. Bambino Issac. My bambino’ replied Nona and everyone brushed out laughing.

‘I heard rumours that the Kennedy girl also goes to your school Issac. Do you know who she is? No one has any information on her. I asked Thea’s and she said there’s no one with the last name Kennedy there. But I was at the day spa today and overheard one of the technician said her and her mother was coming in for a full day treatment. And that the principal was notified that she wouldn’t be going to school.’ Aunt Andrea said

‘Hahah Aunt Andrea, how did you get that information that she’s from my school with just that?’ I asked her

‘Oh, sorry. I forgot to say that her mother was on the phone with principal Summers and she said. Ley would be absent tomorrow and has asked summers to ensure her class teachers were notified and email her school work.

At this point, I got up and headed to my room. Too tired to listen to anymore of their gossips.

I head straight to the shower and turned it on to get the temperature right before I jumped in.

As the shower heats up, I’ve stripped down to my boxers. Looking at the image of Railey I took when she was sleeping. Images of her riding my hand this afternoon keeps playing on repeat in my head. I swear I can hear her moaning and can feel her warm p***y on my fingers. Just thinking of it got me hard.

I step into the shower and let the warm water relax me. But this raging hard on just won’t go away. f**k, I have to do some about it.

I start to image I had Railey in this shower with me. Her soft milky skin against mine. I’m imagining her lips trailing kisses down my neck, my chest and going lower. She’s on her knees, running her hands up my legs and resting it on my hips. I can feel her breath blow at my hard on, she looks up and her greens eyes are locked on to mine as she lean forward slowly and I can see her tongue dart out to lip the tip of my d**k. She holds my gaze as she slowly, inch by inch takes me into her sweet sweet mouth. She licking me like I’m the best tasting ice cream she has ever tasted.

As I imagine her taking me deep into her mouth, my hand is stoking faster and faster. I can feel myself near my release and as I was shooting my c*m onto the shower wall, I groan out Railey’s name.

Ok, I know I’m f****d. There’s no way I can stop thinking about her. That girl has hooked, lined and sinked me in just 1 day.

I know now that I gotta have her. I gotta have her fully. But I also know that I need to keep her away from me to keep her safe.

With that frustration thought in my mind, I quickly finished my shower and head out to my bed. I’m tossing and turning but sleep never came.

I decided to go on my phone to see what’s happening. Thea’s set up an account for me a while back but I was never interested in all these social and living life through an app.

But I’m curious to find out more about Railey.

I try searching in every platform that’s most girls would have. I know Teresa has at least 4.

I looked on f*******:, t****k and Snapchat. But she doesn’t seems to have it. I checked on i********:, and finally found her.

Her profile picture is so cute. It’s just a photo of her with the sweet smile and a birthday cake. She looks extremely happy. All her post are of food or food related. She’s always extremely happy in all her post. Her smiles are not just from her lips but with her eyes as well. Her beautiful green eyes. They’re hold so much mystery that I want to uncover. So carefree and innocence.

I kept dialling her number and hanging up. I’ve been doing it for the last 20mins, too scared to let it ring and she picks up. I just want to hear her voice, I want to hear my name leave her lips.

Issac..Issac. I must be imagining things. I can really hear her calling my name.

Issac? Wait..she is calling me. I looked down at my phone and realised I had dialled her number and didn’t hanged up. Now she’s in the other line, calling my name. Oh sweet lord, it sounds so fucken good to hear she speak my name.

I slowly place the phone to my ear to hear her more clearly.

‘Issac, are you there?’

I swallow the lump in my throat.

‘Hey. Sorry I didn’t mean to called you this late’ I realised it was pass 11pm.

‘No, it’s ok. I was still up. Maddie’s staying over tonight. So we’re still up chatting.’ I was silence for a while and she’s just listening to me breathing.

It nice, just having her on the phone and not feel like I need to keep any conversation going. It’s feels right, just knowing she’s on the line and listening to me.

‘Issac? Is everything ok? You seems trouble?’

‘Huh, what? No, nothing is bothering me. Just enjoying our moment. I’m just thinking about you and your sweet lips. And how much I want to look at it and kiss it for the first time’

I can hear her smile and a small giggle coming from her as she said ‘you kissed me already. We’ve been kissing all day. My lips are still swollen from our kissing session’ oh how innocence she sounds, I can’t help but tease her.

‘Baby, I wasn’t talking about those detachable lips on you face. I want to kiss the lips between your legs. I want to bury my face in there and kiss them lips till your legs are shaking and you core release it’s sweet nectar for me to sucked and drink up’ a small moan left her lips and intake of her breath tells me that she’s imagining it right now. And I can only imagine her white milky skin turning pink from the constant blushing.

What I would do to have her next to me now. This girl has consumed my every thought today. It’s like I’ve had a taste of the forbidden fruit and the more everyone tell me that I have to stop. The more I need to see and have her.

I have a raging hard on just talking to her on the phone. I just fucken wank in the shower and here I am with another one just from speaking to her.

‘Baby come on. I need help with something’ I can heard someone calling her and she answered.

‘Coming mom, just give me a sec.’

‘Issac?’ She called my name softly

‘Huh’

‘I gotta go. But..I would love to have my legs shaking from your kisses as well’ she said quickly and I swear it took everything in me to not c*m in my boxes from her words.

I hear her giggling and said ‘bye Issac, I hope to see you in my wet dreams tonight’

wtf? Damn this girl has got me so fucken hard from her simple words that I just had to give myself another wank. And it was fast and quick.

I was beyond exhausted after that and quickly falls asleep with a stupid grin on my face and hope that I can be in her wet dreams too.

I woke up early and was surprisingly full of energy. So I took myself down to our gym in and had an amazing workout before breakfast with my mom and going to pick Angelo up for school.

I gotta get a game plan going, I’ve decided that I want Railey. For whatever long I can have her, I still want her. I’m fucken selfish and I don’t give a f**k. Lynnie or Ley, they can be whatever my pop wants me to have them. I’m still gonna have Railey and she’s gonna be my girl. The other are just a job, something I need to do for the family. Railey is for me, and if pop has a problem I’ll fucken shown him what happen when you fucken cross Issac Romona. I can be a fucken monster too.

I picked up my phone and call Ang.

‘Yo, you up?’

‘Wtf Issac, no I’m not fucken up. You pop got Rico and I running a job till late last night.’

‘Wtf? Why didn’t anyone tell me there was a job last night?’ I asked him angrily

‘Your pop said to let you rest. Your angry and a hothead when your pissed. Beside, you got a lot happening this weekend. Just enjoy some free time and relax Issac.’

‘Whatever, I’m heading to yours now. Be ready in 15mins’

‘Grrrr. It’s too fucken early. What do you need to do at this time.?’

‘I told you, I want to find out who is Ley Kennedy. Why is there no information on her. Not even a fucken pic anywhere on the internet. She’s a teenager, daddy’s princess. Like all those fucken heiress they fucken love attention. Like the fucken world revolves around them. So why the hell can’t I find a single thing about this girl.’

‘f**k man, ok. I’ll meet you in 15. I’ll get Rico to come along. You know he can charm his way into anything. What’s your plan through?’

‘I was thinking of going to all the high school in the 3 territories and camping out to see what we can gather. She’s must attend one of these school. Thea already confirmed that there’s no one with the name Kennedy in ours. So let’s look at other school.’

‘That’s not a bad plan Issac. And we can go fishing too. I’ve got blues balls for a week now and want to load it off into someone’ Ang said laughing.

‘One of these day, you d**k will be the death of you.’ I said to my best friend laughing.

I pulled up to Angelo’s place and his waiting outside smoking. As soon as he gets in we’re headed to Rico. My phone ran and I picked up the on the cars Bluetooth.

‘What’s up Thea?

‘Issac, where are you?

‘I’m in my car with Ang. We’re in our way to pick up Ric. What’s wrong.?’

‘What’s are you guys doing? It’s still early for school.’

‘Issac, wants to go hunting.’ Angelo said laughing

‘What?’

‘We’re gonna go see if we can get some intel on Kennedy’s girl. We’re driving to the other schools to see if we can get some visual on her’

‘Umm, that’s what I’m calling for. Remember that older guy that I dated a while back?

‘The exchange student from France’ I asked her.

‘Yeah, his name is Perrie. Well, anyways, his little cousin goes to school out in highland. And that’s the school where most of the Irish goes. Well, according to her, there’s only 1 girl that has the last name Kennedy and fit the age description as Sean’s daughter. But her name’s Maddie not Ley. She even send me a picture. I just forwarded it to you guys.’

I pulled up to Ric’s place and he jumped in the back. We all pulled out our phone to look the the pic Thea send. This girl looks familiar.

‘Thea, where have we seen this girl? She looks so familiar’ I asked

‘Yeah, like we saw her recently.’ Said Ric

‘Damn, she fine as hell too’ added Ang and I rolled my eyes at him. He just shrugged his shoulders and continued looking at the pic.

‘You guys don’t recognise her?’

‘Nah, but I feel like we should’ I replied

‘Who is she’ asked Ric

‘Black Range Rover! School parking lot!’

‘Yo, Issac, isn’t she the chick that came out of the car yesterday to pick up Red?’ Said Angelo

‘Yeah, that’s right. She is. Issac, does your girl have some relation with the Irish Gang?’ Asked Ric

‘Don’t know man. What did you say her name was Thea?’

‘Maddie. Maddie Kennedy’

‘That’s right, Railey said that Maddie was over her place last night for a sleep over. So Railey knows her’ I told the crew.

‘Wait, you spoke to Red last night? Didn’t you say you were gonna stay away from her? In case you pop does something?’ asked Angelo seriously.

‘I know what I said. I just called her by accident and when she picked up, I just didn’t want her to hang up’

All three sighed and mumbled something along the line. Guess we have to make sure she’s safe now.

I ignored it and continue to ask Thea for more details.

‘What else did you find out about her?

‘Nothing much, just the usually. Popular amongst her friends. Nice and bubbly. Nothing special really. She’s your typical daddy’s little princess. But she’s not spoiled. Perrie’s cousin said she actually a very nice person.’

‘Issac, think about it. She’s not a bad choice. She’s nice and looks hot as hell too. You’re not losing out on much if you’re engaged to her. And she doesn’t seem to have any gossip surrounding her. Your only other choice has Ric in her for the last few months’ Thea added, in all seriousness.

‘Yeah!’ Was my only response to her.

I look over at the boys,

‘I guess we don’t need to go anywhere. I don’t want to deal with school today. You boys wanna to chill back at mine.?’

‘Wohooo!!! Let’s go!’ Yelled Ang. That fucker was always keen to skip school. Good things his street smart not book smart.

I turned to Ric, ‘Sure, why not. Let’s go!’

‘Thea?’ I asked her

‘Nah, you guys go. I wanna go today. I gotta a few things to take care off at school. See you after’ then she hang up.

‘Ok, that was weird. She wants to go to school while we’re not there?’ Comment Ric and we all agreed that was weird even for Thea. I mean, she’s not a straight A’s student but she not all that keen for school either. But her willing attending, knowing that we’re not gonna be there. She’s up to something.

Whatever, I push that aside and started to pull out of Rico’s driveway.

I look into my rear mirror and see Ric has on some ridiculous glasses. Then I realised that its Railey’s.

‘Ric, give me those!’ I have an excuse to see her now.

I drove us back to my place, we’re gonna hang out here and just chill. I wasn’t feeling up for much.

I can see Ang and Ric taking some rollies out and know that these fuckers are getting blaze.

‘You guys better not be blazing on Sunday. You know how important it it. It’s the first time all three clans are in one place at the same time. We gotta be on alarm incase pop needs us.’ I reminded them.

‘Yes Boss!’ the said at the same time and gave me a salute.

I headed to my bed while the boys make themselves comfortable and firing up the PS5.

‘Wanna join us on the mission Issac’ asked Ric, handing me a remote.

‘Nah, in a minute. I got a call to make’

He c**k his eyebrows at me and glance at Ang, who’s go a stupid grin on his face.

‘Leave him alone, Boss is in Love’

I just rolled my eyes at them and took out my phone to call Railey.

The phone rang out the first time I called then went to voicemail. I hang up and hit redial. She pick up after 3 rings.

‘Issac!’ I can hear the smile in her voice and I automatically smile myself.

‘Hey you, missed me?’ I tease her

I can hear her giggling and moving around. There’s lots on noses coming from her end.

‘I may have missed you a little’ she replied in that sweet voice of her.

‘What are you up to today’ I asked

‘My mother, aunts and cousins are dragging me shopping for dresses. We have a family get together this weekend. It’s the first time we’re all meeting up at 1 place. So it’s a huge affair. And according to Maddie, that means hair, nails, makeup shoes and dresses. Lots and lots of dresses.’ She laughed

‘And we don’t have time for phone calls with boys. You haven’t got a dress for the night yet’ I can hear another girl’s voice calling her in the background.

‘Sounds like fun’ I said and she replied

‘What we did was fun, this is torture!’ She whispered. ‘I heard that Johnson!’ Came the reply of her friend. And I can hear her laughing.

‘Issac, are you doing anything tomorrow? She asked me

‘I usually have work for my dad till the afternoon. Why?’

‘Can I see you once you’re free?’ She asked, and waits for my answer. When I didn’t answer her immediately she assume I didn’t want to. So she quickly added.

‘Only if you want to. Otherwise, I’ll see you at school’

‘What?, no. I would love to. What do you want to do?’

‘Umm, I haven’t thought of that. I just want to see you. We can do whatever. I don’t mind’ she said.

‘How does 7 sounds?’ I asked.

‘7 is perfect, I’m meet you there’

‘I’ll pick you up. Send me your address’

‘Nah, I live a bit out of the way. I get drop off and meet you.

‘You sure? I don’t mind.’

‘Yeah I’m sure.’

‘Where do you want to meet?’ I asked her

‘Let’s meet somewhere public. So you can keep your hands and mouth to your self’ she teasing said to me.

That got me smiling, my adorable girl, she likes to play.

‘Baby, like that’s gonna stop me!’ I counter back. And I can hear her laughing

‘I was hopeful, and I’ll take my chances. Where would you like me to meet you?’

‘Wanna meet me at Frankie’s Place? I asked, she loves food and Frankie’s has one of the best burgers and ribs. Plus it’s one of my dad’s place, so I know it’s safe. I’m not too afraid that they’ll report back to him. I’ll deal with it when the times come.

‘Oh, they have the best ribs. But they’re pretty busy on Saturday. We might not get a table.

‘Leave it to me.’ I told her. I can always get a table at Frankie’s.

‘Ok, see you tomorrow, I gotta go. There’s a rack of dresses headed my way and 3 very determined woman trying to undress me.’ She said laughing.

‘Ok lover boy, she is need. I’ll let her call you back when we’re done. And only when we’re done!’ Came a girl voice taking over Railey’s phone.

I’m not wearing that mum, it’s not a dress. That’s just a piece of cloth barely covered my t**s. Came Railey’s voice in the background. Then the line went dead.

I hang up with a stupid grinned in my face and looked up to see the boys eyes my questioning.

‘What?’ I asked

‘We’re going Frankie’s tomorrow? Asked Angelo

‘I’m going. Not We!. Come on, let play a few rounds.’ I move to the bean bags and join them in COD.

I can’t wait to see her tomorrow.