However, I knew very well how a married woman like me, who had given birth to a child, could be worthy of a wealthy family like Shu Xiang Sect's grandchild. Four years ago, I was young and ignorant and humiliated myself. If I didn't grow up like this after four years, it would be a waste of my life. It was Christmas Eve. The streets were full of Santa Claus with white beard and red hat and a Christmas tree with gifts. A couple of lovers were waiting in front of all the western restaurants. I couldn't bear to look at them again. The contrast of loneliness made my heart ache. Actually, I had always been a woman who liked to depend on, but life was always so cruel that I had to learn to be strong. In the next few days, I didn't care about Mo Lingfeng. Qu Xiaobo and Li Yi did n' t come to

