The only thing that makes him different from those bastards is that he has self-control and doesn't pressure me to have s*x with him. If I said I didn't want to, he would leave me be. But not every time though but I guess that he is changing. I am glad I am having a positive response from him now. He doesn't smoke or drink anymore and I am thankful for that. Even his sense of dressing had changed in the last months. The moon goddess was right about me staying with him to the very end. I love him so much. I wiped my tears away when I got out of the hospital and I went to a nearby restaurant. I don't know what my mom was gonna say. Maybe she was going to yell and shout at me for keeping mute all this while. It wasn't really my fault but I kept mute because I was scared that there was no

