At first, the cracks were small.
A word spoken in dreams would echo in waking life. A melody hummed in sleep would play faintly on the radio the next morning. Once, I dreamed of rain soaking me to the bone and woke to find my bedsheets damp, cold as though the storm had followed me home.
I told myself I was imagining it. Sleep deprivation. Stress. But denial is fragile; it can only stretch so far before it snaps.
The snap came on a Thursday.
I was in a meeting, sitting across from my manager, nodding mechanically as he droned about targets and deadlines. The fluorescent lights buzzed overhead, stabbing at my eyes. I blinked just once.
And when my eyes opened, I wasn’t in the office anymore.
I was standing in the middle of a forest, sunlight dripping like honey through leaves so green they seemed unreal. Birds wheeled in the sky. The air was thick with the smell of pine and damp soil.
I panicked. Blinked hard again. And the office snapped back into place.
No one noticed. Not a single person had seen me vanish, not even for a breath. My manager kept talking, his mouth moving, his words meaningless. But I could still smell pine clinging to my hair, could still hear birdsong faintly beneath the hum of the lights.
The seam was tearing wider.
That night, Dream Me didn’t wait for sleep. She appeared in the reflection of my laptop screen, her face glowing faintly against the dark background.
“You’re slipping,” she said gently, as if it were good news.
My throat went dry. “This isn’t normal. This is”
“Evolution,” she interrupted. “The border between us was never meant to hold forever. You’re ready to step across.”
I slammed the laptop shut. “No. You’re tricking me. This is dangerous.”
Her voice drifted from the shadows behind me. “Dangerous is living half a life.”
I spun around. She was perched on the arm of the couch, head tilted, watching me with those unnervingly familiar eyes.
“I don’t want this,” I said, but my voice cracked on the last word.
Her smile widened. “Don’t you?”
The next morning, reality rebelled.
I went to the grocery store, list in hand, trying to ground myself in something mundane. But as I reached for a carton of milk, the shelves around me shimmered. For one dizzying second, they weren’t stocked with food but with glowing jars of starlight, each labeled with names I didn’t recognize.
A child passing by laughed, pointing. “Look, Mama! The lights!”
I froze. He could see it too. His mother tugged him away, not even glancing. To her, the shelves were normal. To him and to me, they were alive with dream.
The boy caught my eye. His smile faltered, like he understood something he wasn’t meant to. And then he was gone.
My hands shook so badly I dropped the milk.
That night, Dream Me came again, stronger, brighter, almost blinding. She filled the room like she was no longer bound by shadows.
“You see it now,” she whispered. “The world is bending. Not to destroy you, but to set you free.”
I backed into the wall. “It’s not freedom if I lose myself!”
Her expression softened, almost pitying. “But what if you don’t lose yourself? What if you finally find it?”
And then she reached out, not just in dreams, not just in reflections, but here, in my waking room. Her hand pressed against mine, warm, solid, real.
The last boundary between us was gone.
And for the first time, I couldn’t tell whether I had woken up… or never left the dream at all.