Jacob I don't know when I came to my senses, but I was in a different hospital, a place where it felt like I was held captive against my will. I remember everything, what happened that night and how Andrew found me, going to the hospital, being scared of anyone that comes too close. I don't know why but I just felt tired, tired to do anything else. My throat is extremely sore from all the screaming and now I can't even utter a word without spending all my energy. I don't know what they're feeding me, the fear in my gut is still there but I can't do anything. I found out my father died through the news and they also reported who did it. I- I at first didn't know how to react, my boyfriend just murdered my father. Is he still my boyfriend? Does he want a boyfriend like me? Someone who was

