Tamara My mind was spinning in circles, completely confused about everything that had happened. North telling me that he loved me, but still feeling the big distance between us left an ache in my chest. Nothing made sense anymore, and the only thing I knew for certain was that from tomorrow, everything would change forever. When I finally pushed open the door to my room, an overwhelming wave of homesickness crashed over me and I needed to hear a familiar voice so I called someone who loved me without conditions or pack laws. Without thinking twice, i went to my box and picked up my phone and dialed her line. After a few long rings, my mother's face shimmered into view. "Tammy?" my mother's voice echoed softly through the phone, her eyes filled with immediate concern the second she sa

