To say that Nirvana had had a s**t day would have been an understatement. A really bad one at that, because normally she had that fire in her to go about the full day, but recently with all the messed up stuff that was happening to her, it felt like she just wanted to smack punch every single problem that was appearing from out the blue. And yet this time, her train of thought was more inclined towards the fear route, as she just stood there immobile, as that one last look of Xavier left goosebumps all over her body. She hated that she let herself feel that way to be very honest, she was not like this and yet she had allowed herself to be like this. Trauma is real. Anxiety is real. Your feelings are real. Nirvana's body was slightly trembling while her minds had literally drawn a blank a

