Sawyer I asked everyone to leave except Finn and Aiden and I wanted to see the kids. I needed to see them to make sure they’re okay with my own eyes. Yes, I did things wrong. I took the wrong path but this is my mess and I needed to clean it up. They may be mad at me right now, maybe forever, but I wouldn’t change my decision to have them go somewhere else while I faced the biggest demon from my past. Hopefully, when things cool down and we get home, I can explain and they can understand. Things actually turned out better than I thought to be honest. I didn’t expect to be coming back to them…if you know what I mean. I deserved those slaps. Both of them because what she said wasn’t wrong besides the using Finn part. I never did. I never would. They are sure things between Ray and I would

