Sawyer Do I think everything is moving too fast? Absolutely. Do I want it to stop? Absolutely not. We may be moving too fast. The ups and downs we have faced in the short amount of time has put us through some of the toughest tests and somehow, someway, we have come up on top. The biggest test of our relationship is me. The insecurities that are drilled into my head, the fear that I have regarding Caleb, the memories that plague me are all things that I’m constantly fighting but I know with Finn by my side, I can slowly get past it. But it’s also because I want to get past it. I want to push past it so I can finally move on with my life. Caleb doesn't deserve any more of my time and happiness. And I think a part of what could help is us being together full time. I’ve been alone with

