"Uhm I am...sir I am".
"Hey hey hey don't call me that, f**k we're not at work, please call me Sebastian", he said rubbing my arms gently.
I swallowed hard.
This is wrong, this is so wrong.
"Sir you're... you're drunk".
"Yes I am, so what? do you like my d**k or not?", he asked.
His eyes, his goddamn sexy drunk eyes.
"Sir i-"
"Asher don't pretend like you don't, I see you get hard the moment you look at me everytime", he whispered pulling closer.
"And guess what it's mutual, cuz I'm just fucken hard right now just looking at you, looking at how bad you want me but you're trying to be civil, and that's boring", he said stroking my cheeks.
"You .. you said at work today that I'd loose my job if I do anything out of line", I stated hoping that will make him change his mind.
"We're not at work now, are we?", he whispered and then bit my ear softly, making me shiver.
I'm loosing every decency and self control left in me right now.
"I'm a man just so you know, and you're drunk and you probably can't tell and -".
He chuckled, "Okay? so what? I can't be sexually attracted to a man?", he asked, his hands slowly taking off my buttons.
"I...I... I -"
"Shut up Asher", he said and pulled me into a kiss.
My heart stopped beating for a second.
Asher this wrong, he's drunk, pull away and go to your room.
Asher this is wrong pull away and go to your room.
Asher pull away and go to your room.
Asher pull away.
Asher go to your room
Asher!
But I couldn't, I can't, I just can't do it.
I want it. I want him.
So badly, so badly I can't control it.
I'll regret this in the morning, I'll loose my job, I don't care but I want this. It worth it
I pulled him closer to me and deepened the kiss.
He climbed on top of me, pinning me to the bed.
He bit my lower lips, making me open my mouth slightly, his tongue slid into my mouth meeting mine.
He pinned my neck down, applying pressure a little and chocking me
Fuck.
This is how Veronica and I started.
Look where we are today.
Apologize to him, stop this and leave.
You'll regret this in the morning.
But no.
He broke the kiss and took my shirt off and pulled off my pants.
"Wanna know how long I've thought of doing this?", he whispered, biting and sucking on the skin below my neck.
"How long?", I managed to ask, the pleasure was so intense, it felt so good to feel like this. Haven't felt like this is years.
"Since the day I met you at Veronica's", he said and then his hands went into my boxers and he grabbed my d**k.
I moaned in pleasure.
I can't go back at this point, I just can't.
He pulled my boxers down and then pulled me into a kiss, giving me a hand job.
The kisses were suppressing the moans but not so much.
He broke the kiss and started kissing me and over. From my neck down to my chest, to my n*****s to my stomach and down to my d**k.
He got it into his mouth and that's when I lost control.
Suppressing the moans was useless, we're the only two in the house.
I pulled his hair and drove him deeper in me.
He did it so well, two fingers were massaging my balls, the other hand held his d**k in my mouth.
in
out
in
out.
Faster
Faster
Faster
Faster
Then a thought hit me.
This is not his first time giving a blow job, this is professional service I swear.
Meaning Sebastian has been doing this for a while now.
He's into men too.
He started going faster and faster.
I rolled my eyes In pleasure, my body started to vibrate. My breathing increasing, so did my moans.
I closed my eyes and let out one loud moan and released Inside him.
He looked me dead in the eyes and swallowed.
This man just fucken swallowed my kids.
"Who taught you how to suck like that?", I asked.
He shrugged, "A few years of experience", he said with a proud grin
"You're gonna hate me in the morning", I stated.
"I made the advances, not you, so naa I won't, besides I've wanted this for long, guess the alcohol just gave me the guts to do it".
I smiled a little,"Are you serious?".
"Yes Asher", he said kissed my forehead.
"You're into men too?".
"No, just you", he said and then crashed on the bed tired.
"I want to cuddle you to sleep", he said.
"I think I should go before things get out of hand", I want it to.
"Naa, I'm gonna make sure you have no alcohol in your system for that", I stated.
"Alright then fair enough".
"Goodnight sir".
I said getting up and getting my clothes.
"Goodnight Asher, And it's Sebastian", he said.
I smiled and then walked out of his room and went to my side of the house.
I closed the door and stared at the ceiling.
Dreams do fucken come true, who said they don't? f**k that person for being stupid for saying that. I'm probably going to wake up tomorrow morning to find out that this was one stupid dream and it never happened.
If it is the I definitely should not wake up.
He said he wanted me as bad as I wanted him.
He's been paying attention to every detail, it's crazy.
I stood there smiling.
This is how things with Veronica and I started off, but the difference is. I knew Veronica was playing me all along. Right now I don't know if he is. Tomorrow will determine a lot of things.
But for now, I'll just wait and see