There's this very obvious s****l tension between us and I don't think I have enough self control in me to ignore it. And Sebastian is messing with me deliberately, he knows exactly what he's doing. Cuz tell me why he tells me to watch him swim, and when I ask why he says something about Incase he drowns, like his first time swimming! He just wants to seduce me, it's so obvious. Why? I don't know, sometimes I want to ask him about that night, I really want to talk about it, but I just don't think he wants to. And right now he's teasing me, and I don't think I have the ability to hold myself any longer. I was sitting under the sun, he came to sit beside me. "How's life Asher?", he asked a very surprising question. "What?". "How's life treating you? I mean you know my story, I don't kn

