An affair with a man

Chapter 18

SEBASTIAN.

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It's 12:46 am and I've passed out twice already and I still want to drink more.

"Sebastian, you've still not told you what's up with you?", Timothy Said dragging the bottle from my hand.

"I don't want to talk about it", I slurred.

"No this time you have to, I've never seen you so wasted before like this, what's going on bro?".

I sighed, "My old man is sick", I said sitting up, still feeling tipsy.

"Sick?"

"And dying, he's sick and dying, that's why he's tryna make me settle down before he dies".

He looked so confused, "Dude your old man is string, he can fight it".

I shook my head, "It's cancer dude, fucken cancer".

His eyes went wide.

"s**t".

"I know, it's f****d up, and I'm lying to him that everything is going to end well and I've found the love of my life, which is a fucken lie man, it's a fucken lie and everything is going to blow up in my fucken face when he's dead and the truth comes out. I'm actually considering giving Anthony to company to run cuz I can't go through this stress all over again, I'm tired man".

"What are you talking about?".

"I'm fucken gay man, I don't want to spend the rest of my life pretending to love my wife when I obviously don't and I want somebody else. I have this image to portrait, my dad is a fucken Alpha male, he has spent his entire life training us to be societal men figure. Imagine the scandal when his societal men figure likes men".

"Then fucken tell him already, so that you don't have to face the society bullshit ".

I chuckled, "That might kill him faster than the cancer ".

"Damn it man, I feel you. It's so hard being trapped like this. Who is this guy anyway? that's making you think of loosing everything just to be with him?".

I signed and sunk into the chair.

"I'll talk about that when all of this has been taken care of ".

He gave me a pat on my shoulder.

"Keep the relationship discreet then, be with who you want to be, keep Rebecca as the cover and be who you want to be with ", he advised.

I shook my head, "I can't man, I don't know how to do secret relationships, plus I don't think he can forgive me based on how I've been treating him recently. I've lost everything man, and I might just loose the company to Anthony too".

"I can't control your love life, but I won't sit back and let Anthony take over the company, that I won't ".

I sighed and placed my head on my hands.

"I need to get going, Sandra is sick and she needs me ", he said checking his phone.

"Sure it's fine, I'll leave when I want to, Larry's here ", I said.

"Alright man ", he said and we shook hands and he left.

I sighed.

The manager came in.

"Hello Mr Greenwood, everything is set for you in your room", he said.

I shook my head, "Make it a guy, get a guy instead ".

He looked quite surprised, but he wouldn't dare question a thing.

"Yes sir ", he said and left.

Few minutes later, he came back.

I managed to stand up and got into the elevator.

Went straight to my room.

There was this guy sitting on the bed completely nude.

He was black, had very gorgeous eyes and a sexy body; that's my type.

But he's not Asher.

Fuck it.

"I'm stressed and tired and everything is f****d up right now, make me forget everything, but you're not f*****g me", I said.

"Anything you want sir", he said standing up to meet me.

He held my hands and pulled me closer to me.

Slowly he started unbuttoning my shirt, then he went to my pants and took them off, leaving me completely nude.

"To make things a lot better for you", he whispered behind me, wrapping his hands around my waist.

"Think of me as that person you can't stop thinking about, that one person that's on my mind always ",he said.

Asher.

Then he pushed me to the bed.

"Can I kiss you?".

I pulled him to me and crashed my lips on his.

He grabbed my d**k making me moan softly.

"Think of me as that one person you can't stop thinking about, moan his name if you can, that's the best way to get pleasure ", he whispered softly.

I imagined it was Asher, and it worked like crazy.

He started kissing my neck, biting and sucking it while giving me a soft hand job.

He moved to my chest, then my n*****s, teasing them softly, sucking them as he went.

He twirled his tongue, drawing circles on my n*****s, they were hard as f**k.

He kept on kissing me all the way to my d**k.

He teased my balls first, playing with them, sucking and licking them.

I closed my eyes and allowed the wave of pleasure hit me.

Then he put my d**k in his mouth. He choked twice.

"Damn you're huge", he mumbled.

I chuckled.

He went in again, and this time he did something that made me loose control and started moaning.

He was throat f*****g me, I could feel the tip of my d**k inside his throat.

I pulled his head pushing him deeper and deeper, he'd gag at a point and continue again.

I was moaning out of control.

This was what I wanted, and I was getting it.

Damn I wish it was actually Asher doing this to me.

I pulled his head closer and moaned Asher's name loudly as I exploded in his mouth.

I collapsed, panting.

He swallowed.

Such a good boy.

He got up and sat on the bed.

"Do you still need my service sir?", he asked.

I held up my finger indicating he should give me a minute to catch my breath.

When I was done I let out a satisfactory sigh.

"All night long", I said.