I Can Only Love You

Chapter 2

****In a bathroom, Tracy pov*****

I am sobbing in front of a mirror. When i looked at myself, i almost couldn't recognize myself. From neck and my entire body i am covered with bruises of love making. This showed how crazy last night was. It would have been fine if these marks were ,made by Alex, my fiance but now...these marks were left by a strange man that i have never even met before. How am i going to face him in the future. We're supposed to get married in two months to come.

When i think and imagine the disappointment on Alex's face when he find out, i couldn't hold my tears. I squatted down and hold myself as if i am trying to comfort myself. Tears were streaming down my face. I couldn't come to terms with the fact that my preciousness and pureness i gave it carelessly on a strange man. Surely there a many unmarried girls who slept with their partners, but i wanted to wait for a marriage. Resentment, despair and helplessness filled my heart. I blamed it on my stupidity and alcohol. If i was sober, i would have noticed that the man in the room was not my Alex.

I must ask this terrible man why he was in my room in the first place.

After crying for a long time, i gathered myself and washed up and then went back to a bedroom. When i went in, i noticed that the man has already dressed up. He was sitting on a chair near the bed emitting cold aura. He could be seen that he was a noble man because he wore a classy hand made ordered suit with expensive leather shoes. He looked refined and elegant as a king in his throne. He was elegantly holding a newspaper.

****Sam Smith pov****

I was holding economic newspaper but it seemed to be blank because i couldn't see anything. Soon i noticed that someone was in the room, i raised my head to look at the petite woman in my room. Our eyes met but couldn't talk.

" Whats your name?" i found myself asking her

She seemed confused, i don't know whether she is angry or she is scared of me

"What?'' She asked

I took out a cigarette and lit it because i felt a little annoyed.

" Did someone send you here? Where do you come from? Did Sylvester sent you"

Wasn't i only drank wine, how could a strange woman appear in my room at night? Or was it Sylvester who sent her? As i was asking her, i was looking her facial expression. She looked bad and confused. After hearing my questions, she looked worse.

" What the f**k are you saying? I should be the one asking you, what are you doing in my room? How dare you pretend be my Alex?

Did my sister send you?"

I was stunned, Is she crazy?

" How dare you say that this is your room? Listen here girlie, i have booked for this room. Hump...your room my foot."

After saying this i noticed that the little woman in front of me is frowning harder and she didn't say anything, instead she took out her room card and squinted her eyes because she didn't believe me. After confirming it, i saw her opening her eyes wider so as her mouth. She wanted to say something but she couldn't find words. I walked up to her only to find out that her entire body was trembling. I looked on the bed and my heart ached. This is a mess. How am i going to fix this because this woman in front of me made a mistake about rooms. I took her innocence because i thought she was that damn woman. If she was a trap sent by Sylvester i would ignore this but she is not and i took her first time.

****** Tracy pov****

I just wish i could dig a hole and bury myself. I've never been so ashamed of myself. How could i make such a big mistake? How could my card open his room? Did he open it or did i? I've never been so confused in my life. This is totally a mess. I feel so bad and sad at the very same time. I looked at the man in front of me. Who is so handsome as of those modeling on television. As my mind was filled with many questions i heard him say.

" I am sorry about last night and i feel ashamed of myself. Please accept this cheque as your compensation. I know it wont bring back your first time but ......'

" What do you mean by this cheque? "

I felt the tears on my cheeks but i ignored them. Loosing my innocence to him was bad enough and I already feel bad and ashamed of the situation but right now i feel so insulted. He just made it worse.

" Please accept it Miss, i know i was wrong but i mistook you for someone else wh......."

Before he finished what he wanted to say, i snatched the cheque and tear the paper into small pieces.

" I don't need this, you're insulting me".

" I'm so sorry Miss i don't mean to insult you but its just that i feel that i should compensate you so you can buy morning after pill. And i can't merry you because of what happened last night, that's not who i am. You look young and i don't want you to fall...."

" Enough!!That is enough okay. We are both adults right? We both did wrong! So you mean i should compensate you also?"

I can see sincerity in his beautiful eyes as he was apologizing".

" Sorry...i just can't think of anything to give you and this doesn't mean you should also compensate me."

" Your apology is enough for me and i am also sorry. And i have money to buy pill...don't worry. I wouldn't want get pregnant with a strangers child. Could you please give me a lift home?"

He was stunned but didn't refute.

Then i took my beg and looked at him as a sign to say we can go now.

" Shall we?''