Sweet Treats and Deadbeats

CHAPTER 16: Angels and Demons

Madison

After emptying the contents of my stomach into the toilet, I turned around. Declan looked tired as hell as he stood staring at me worriedly from the doorway. Sometimes, I really hated the way he smothered me.

"Sweetheart, are you all right?" he asked, walking over to me.

I nodded and turned on the faucet so that I could rinse out my mouth. Declan had a Dixie cup filled with Listerine waiting for me. After a couple of gargles and rinses, I felt like my mouth was clean.

"It's just a little morning sickness, Declan. You don't have to wake up with me every time," I mumbled, turning off the water.

Like he'd done the last few nights, he rolled his eyes and lifted me into his arms. When we got back to the bedroom, he gently laid me down and kissed my forehead. I allowed myself to be doted on for a few minutes before pushing him away.

"Madison, what affects you, affects me. It's nothing for me to get up in the middle of the night when you're the one bringing a precious life into this world," he whispered, turning off the lamps.

I laid my head on his bare chest and began rubbing his abs. "Declan, why do you care so much? I know you're different from Tom, but I worked with a lot of women who had husbands just like him. You don't have to pretend to make me happy. You know that, right?"

He huffed angrily. "Is that what you think, Madison? This is real for me. You're having my first baby. I'm thirty-four-years-old. I haven't led the best life. I feel like I'm getting another chance to do things right. It hurts me when you think I'm not sincere."

"Declan…I… Sometimes, I feel like you're smothering me. I'm not a delicate flower. You don't have to…"

He put his fingers over my lips. "Stop! I know you can do it alone, hell, you have done it alone. I'm not Tom. I can't just watch you be pregnant with my child and pretend that doesn't affect me. You and the kids make life worth living. I've been to the bottom, Madison. I tried to take my own life. I know what it's like to feel worthless and alone. Taking care of you and our baby is the opposite. I feel like I have a purpose. Don't take that away from me," he pleaded, caressing my upper thigh.

Feeling like the most evil b***h in the world, I sighed and kissed his pulse point. "I'm sorry, Declan. I love you so much. I'm just insecure and don't trust easily. Let's go back to sleep. We have a long day tomorrow."

Declan leaned down until he was right over my stomach. Then he lifted my tank and kissed me there, whispering sweet words to yoga baby. I fell asleep to the sounds of his gentle humming.

It felt like I had just closed my eyes when the alarm clock went off. Thankfully, there were only two school days this week because of Thanksgiving. Noah and Sophie were very excited for their holiday, and Declan was planning a feast for us all. We needed it after the stress of the last few weeks.

Groaning, he sat up and turned his phone alarm off. We always made sure to set two just in case. I was about to climb out of bed when he rolled on top and began grinding his morning erection into me. I was definitely not in the mood for s*x.

"Declan, we have to stop. I'm tired and cranky. The bakery will be busy the next few days. Can you, um, use your hands or something?" I pleaded, searching his green eyes.

He released me. "Use my hands? Do you really think that's a substitute for being inside of you? I'm in pain, sweetheart."

I huffed and pushed at his big shoulders. "You're in pain? Call me when you're in the first few months of pregnancy. Do you think I like puking my guts out and going to pee all damn day, Declan? I'm sorry if I don't exactly feel sexy right now. Ugh!"

"You know it isn't like that! Everything I say is taken and used against me. I'm getting tired of it, Madison."

"Well you don't have to be here," I screamed, standing up.

Declan grabbed my arm and spun me around. "That's what you want, isn't it? You want me to go away and reaffirm to you that all men are worthless douchebags. I don't give you the satisfaction."

After I broke free, I went into the bathroom and began to bathe. I felt bad for denying Declan. He'd been so sweet during our overnight trip. In all honesty, he didn't deserve my wrath this morning.

It had taken a lot of begging for him to let us return to our house. I wasn't surprised when he packed a bag and moved in again. It didn't matter where we were as long as we were together. I just wished @I could get over the old pain and love him properly.

The citrus scented body wash must have woken me up, because by the time I finished my shower, I felt much better. After drying my hair, I went to the closet to find something to wear. I ended up going with a long black wool skirt and a matching cardigan with silver leaves on the sleeves.

Sure, it was more of an Natalie Boyd outfit, but the matronly look helped me blend into the background, which is exactly what I wanted to do today. After styling my long hair into a tight bun, I went to find the kids.

Sophie was in the shower singing along with some song from her iPod speaker. Declan was helping Noah wash himself and dry off. They had a nice relationship. I was glad that my babies had a good male role model in their lives.

Since the children were settled, I went downstairs to get breakfast ready. It felt like a cereal day, so I opened up the Fruit Loops and Cheerios and set out fresh fruit and milk. Even that little task exhausted me; so after I finished I had to sit down and rest at the table.

"Mommy, Dex gave me new dinosaur pencils," Noah squealed, running into my arms.

I smiled, kissing my baby's clean head. "Those are really cool. Make sure you share with Ambrose and your other friends."

After promising me that he would, I cut up some banana and poured him a bowl of cereal. He crunched away while Declan read the cards which described each dinosaur and the year they became extinct. He was very good at giving our babies fun and educational gifts.

"Hey, Declan, I'm going upstairs to help Sophie finish getting ready. Go ahead and eat. We'll be down soon," I explained while awkwardly kissing his stubbled jaw. Thankfully, he didn't push me away..

When I got to Soph's room, she was in the mirror trying on different sweaters. I watched her for a few minutes, remembering when she was small enough to trust my judgment and wear anything I set out for her. My babies were growing up too fast.

Smiling, I went to her closet and took out a brand new light blue sweater with an intricate snow flake on the front. It was pure cashmere. Declan had picked it out during our trip. I knew it would look great on my little girl.

"Mommy, where did you get this one? It's so pretty," she squealed, snatching it from me and pulling it on.

I helped her make it look presentable and picked out a pair of dark wash girl's jeans. "Actually, Declan chose this sweater. It's made of cashmere, which is expensive. Try not to get it dirty, baby."

She promised me she wouldn't be messy.

Soph didn't want a braid today, so I brushed out her hair and secured it with a white headband. She looked beautiful and fresh. I knew someday soon, some little brat was going to be on my doorstep asking to take my baby girl out on a date. I was so not ready for that stuff.

A little later, I got her set up with a bowl of cereal. She thanked Declan and listened to Noah gush over his new pencils while Declan and I ate our bland adult breakfasts. He had been staring at me since I came downstairs.

"What?" I hissed, trying to keep my voice down.

He shrugged. "What are you wearing? Did you get that outfit from Natalie?"

I rolled my eyes and took another bite of my Cheerios before answering. "I think I need to look more professional. Plus Jimmy and I have class tonight. If you don't like what I'm wearing, then don't look at me!"

Declan slammed his fist against the table, startling us all. He hardly ever lost his temper. "You're putting words into my mouth! I asked a simple question. Why does it always have to be an argument with you?"

Instead of giving him the middle finger like I wanted, I stood up and put the dishes into the dishwasher. Noah and Sophie were quiet. When I looked over, I noticed them whispering together and pointing at Declan. This wasn't good, but there was no time to deal with drama.

I was putting the cereal boxes in the cupboard when Declan walked up behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist. Silently, I leaned back and let him hold me for a moment. It always felt good just being close to his body and the heat he emitted.

"I'm sorry, Declan," I whispered, turning around to hug him.

He nuzzled my nose playfully and whispered, "Let's not fight in front of our children again, sweetheart." The way he said our children made my heart beat little faster.

I smiled softly and began kissing his jaw. "It was my fault. You're a saint to put up with my cranky ass. I hate to tell you, but this is as good as it gets. I turn into a real b***h during pregnancy."

Declan just chuckled. "With fights come make-up s*x. I think you can make it worthwhile for me."

I was about to pull Declan closer when I heard my babies giggling. I got so caught up in the moment that I almost forgot they were here. Blushing, I shooed Declan away so that I could put the rest of the boxes in the pantry.

Fifteen minutes later, we were in the car headed to school. There was a minor scuffle when Declan insisted I sit in back. One look at my bitchface and he relented. The man was obsessed with me and the baby's safety.

While I was using the mirror to put on lipstick, I noticed Noah looked uncomfortable in the back. "What's wrong, baby?" I asked worriedly.

He pouted. "Why can't Dex be our daddy? You yell at him, but he's still nice to us. Joey came to be Ambrose's daddy even though his mommy and daddy fight. Can you make Dex our daddy, Mommy?"

"It doesn't work like that, sweetheart."

Sophie crossed her arms and looked out the window. "I wish it did," she whispered sadly.

When we stopped at a red light, Declan turned so that he could see the kid's faces. "Sophie, Noah, nothing would make me happier in this world than to be your dad. Give me and your mom time to discuss everything. I already consider both of you mine anyway."

There was a lot of giggling and hollering after that declaration. All too soon, we were at the school. Natalie was out front getting her class in line. She waved at us as Declan got out, helping the kids with their backpacks.

Noah and Sophie gave me a quick kiss before running to join their classmates. Then Declan got back into the car and took off. The ride to Sweet Treats was torture. I wanted to lean across the seat and take him in to my mouth, but I knew taking off my seat belt would have caused another unnecessary argument.

When we arrived at the diner, the first thing we saw was Tina and Ross making out near the front door. They were all over each other like a bad rash. Sheriff Ross kissed like he knew what he was doing. My girl had trained her man well.

Rolling my eyes, I walked up to T and untangled her from Sheriff Crawford

They both looked at me like I was a momster come to steal their souls. Declan just chucked as Ross tried to get himself under control.

"Five more minutes, Madison. We're newlyweds. This is what we're supposed to do," T whined as I dragged her inside the shop.

Ryan was already behind the counter cleaning up; however, I knew Laurie wouldn't be here yet. She wasn't a morning person, but I appreciated her working for free at my shop. We were doing well, and I had plans for a full order website which would ship top pastries all over the United States.

Both T and Ryan eyed me critically as I walked in back to put my purse down. I saw Declan shrug before I crossed the corner. I thought my outfit looked professional and matronly. It wasn't like I ever wore slutty clothing, but I clearly had a reputation in town as a loose woman.

Ugh! No one says ‘loose’ anymore, b***h!

After I put my stuff away, I sat down and went through my emails. There was one from Evelyn saying she accepted my invitation to Thanksgiving. I was so happy. Evelyn was not only my previous boss and T's Aunt; she was also my surrogate mother in Arizona. I missed her dearly.

Declan came in just as I was finishing up my last email. We went over the Thanksgiving plans for Thursday. This was the first year where I felt really excited about the holidays. Tom usually spent it gambling and buying gifts for his w****s. It was always up to me to make the kids happy, but this year I had my sweet Declan.

"The breakfast crowd is picking up, sweetheart. Tina sent me in to get you." He looked so f*****g hot in his jeans.

A simple "Hmmm," was my reply. I was distracted by the growing bulge in Declan's pants.

"Madison, are you okay?" he asked, snapping his fingers in my face.

Finally, I managed to look up and nod. "I'm fine. I have some good news. Evelyn is coming for Thanksgiving! I didn't realize how much I've missed her until I saw that email."

"Do you, um, think she'll like me? I haven't been publically cleared yet. She might think I'm not good for you," Declan asked as he nervously paced.

I smiled. "She'll love you because the kids and I love you. Evelyn has only ever wanted me to be happy."

I walked over to my boyfriend, pulling him into my arms. We shared a deep kiss that made my toes tingle. When he bent down and lifted up my cardigan to kiss yoga baby, I almost fell to the floor in tears. As hard as it was for me to believe, Declan wanted me and all my baggage. He was here for the duration.

"Madison, you and our babies are my whole world. I have some things to do today, but I'll be here for lunch. Gordon is back from Seattle, so I'll bring him along. Will you miss me as much as I'll miss you?" he asked, kissing my forehead.

"More," I whispered.

Smiling, he turned around and headed for the door. I shamelessly watched the way those jeans hugged his ass. I must have been a fool to turn down the earlier morning s*x he'd offered. The wetness between my thighs was a testament to my stupidity.

Since Declan was gone and I was throbbing, I went to the bathroom and used my little c**t vibe to get myself off. It wasn't Declan, but it was better than nothing. When I finished and cleaned myself up, I felt refreshed and energized.

Because I was now hot, I took off my cardigan which left me in the long skirt and a white tank top. My boobs looked obscene because of their sheer size, but I didn't care. It was more important to be comfortable when baking. I'd always believed that emotions transferred to food. If I was comfortable while making it, people would be comfortable when eating it.

Ashley was pulling a fresh pitcher of orange juice out of the refrigerator when I arrived. She was getting to the uncomfortable phase of pregnancy. I planned to force her to spend the next month taking it easy. If she wanted to work, she could help with the online ordering.

"Hey, sweetheart, let me get that for you," I said softly, taking the heavy pitcher from her.

She glared at me. "I can still work, Madison. Give that back."

I shook my head and stepped out of reach. "Ashley, you are heavily pregnant. I wouldn't forgive myself if something happened to you or the baby. I know what it's like to wait on people when close to term. You don't have to go through that here."

Ignoring me, she snatched the orange juice out of my hand and marched out to the front. Dean was at the front counter pouring sugar into his coffee. He smiled as Ashley entered but it quickly faded when he saw how angry she looked.

"What's wrong?" he asked softly as she poured juice for an elderly man.

She put the pitcher down and turned away without a word. Both Dean and I shared a look before following her to the back. It seemed like I wasn't the only pregnant chick with an attitude today. I just hoped I could keep down my own temper.

When we got to the kitchen area, Ashley put her hands on her hips and began to pace. Ryan, who was oblivious with his earphones on, kept rolling out dough for the cinnamon rolls. Tina continued to work, but I knew her well enough to know that she was eavesdropping.

"Madison," Ashley said, pointing, "doesn't think I'm fit to work anymore."

"That's a lie! I only want you off your feet for the last month. You can work in the office if you insist."

Dean put his hands on Ashley's shoulders and began massaging, but she angrily pushed him off.

"What the hell, Ash?" he asked, clearly hurt by her display.

There was about three seconds of calm before Ashley blew up. "Don't put your f*****g hands on me! You don't know me, fucker! Stop pretending like you care about me or this baby. I'm just a charity case for you, aren't I?"

"You know that's not true," Dean replied calmly.

Ashley laughed maniacally as she sat down on one of the stools. "This baby… this baby was conceived by r**e," she said, touching her round stomach. "I'm not sure I can truly love it, so I don't expect you feel anything for it or me. You're the golden boy, Dean. I'm just some homeless gutter trash that blew through town. Go back to the front and leave me alone. I need time to think."

I'd never seen Dean Stone as mad as he was at that moment. "You don't think I feel anything! You're the first woman I've loved since I lost my fiancée. I'm here for all of it. I love you and the baby. You know that, Ashley. I don't give a f**k what anyone in Forks has to say because you're mine."

"You can't mean those things," Ashley murmured, looking up with teary eyes. "We haven't known each other that long."

Dean shrugged and pointed at me. "Look at Madison. She and Declan are in love. They haven't known each other much longer than us."

I nodded. "I think I loved Declan from that first conversation, but I was scared just like you, Ashley. Give Dean a chance."

"I'm sorry, Madison. You were being kind and I acted like a total b***h. Please forgive me," Ashley begged, imploring me with her blue eyes.

I smiled and stepped forward to hug her. "Remember this when my pregnant b***h comes out. Of course, I forgive you."

Dean smiled and pulled her into his arms. Ashley went willingly and even kissed him on the lips. From the corner of my eye, I saw Tina smile and wink at Ryan, who rolled his eyes, and began preparing more dough.

After that, I baked and went over some holiday decoration ideas with Megan Sims. She was a nice girl, so I decided to invite her and my internet guy, Aiden, over for Thanksgiving. They both accepted graciously. Our dinner was going to be huge this year.

Laurie came in around eleven, so T decided to take a break and visit Ross. The poor man was probably too worn out to fight crime. It was a good thing Declan's bodyguards were patrolling regularly until Tom was caught.

Ryan and Laurie fought as usual, but I could see the love there. It was in the way she touched his arm when she passed, and the way he stared at her as he put muffins in the oven. To be quite honest, they were a little obscene. It was obvious he wanted his hands on her body and vice versa.

I was relieved when Tina came back so that I could take my lunch break. She looked flushed and glow-y, so I knew that she'd gotten in a quickie. I just laughed as she whistled and went to restock the display cases.

I'd already texted Declan to have him meet me at my house. It began to rain during the drive home. I loved living in Port Townsend, but the cold and wet got to me at times. Thankfully, I had working transportation and didn't have to rely on the bus like I'd done in Arizona.

Declan's car was already in the driveway when I got there. I was too excited to drive into the garage, so I hopped out of the car and ran to the porch. The cool rain felt great on my bare arms. In a few seconds, I was in my foyer.

I wasn't prepared for my lover to be there waiting for me. His grass-green eyes hungrily gaped at my breasts as I shook off the rain. The white tank didn't cover much and the bra I was wearing was sheer. I giggled as I realized that he could probably see my erect n*****s.

Then, I watched as Declan advanced towards me. He looked every bit the predator with his wild mane of hair and strong jaw. I felt like he was going to eat me, not that I would mind. I needed his hands and mouth all over me until I burst into flames.

"Walsh," was the only word I could say before he pushed me against the door.

Pretty soon, we were tearing our clothes off and trying to get at naked skin. I whimpered and groaned as Declan's fingers reached my heated center. He easily slid one finger inside of me before adding another. I licked his bottom lip seductively as he sped up his movements.

"Coming," I panted, holding his hand in the perfect place.

He kissed away my screams as I fell apart in his arms. Then he carried me into the living room. I spread a throw on the floor while he grabbed some pillows. After that, I climbed on top and began slowly sinking down on his shaft.

The s*x was hot, fast, hard, and over far too soon. Declan's face was so scrunched up; I would have thought he was in severe pain if not for the fact that he was guiding my hips. My o****m was strong enough to cause a momentary blackout.

When my vision came back, I was laying down on Declan's chest. He tugged on my bun until soft curls fell around our bodies. I smiled as he inhaled and twirled a strand around his long fingers. I felt so cherished and beautiful when he touched me.

"Come on sweetheart, let's get you cleaned up," Declan said, helping me off the floor.

Later that night, Jimmy and I nervously took our last test before finals. He was scared he might have failed, but I had confidence that we'd both pass. I felt strong in my abilities as a student. I always thought I might have gone on to get a scholarship if I'd had a more grounded upbringing.

"f**k that was hard," Jimmy ranted, getting on his motorcycle.

I nodded as Declan wrapped his arm around me. My overprotective boyfriend had insisted on staying on campus until the test was done. He also bought me a dozen long-stemmed red roses and made me put one in my messenger bag for good luck.

"I know we passed, Jimmy. I'll see you at Declan's on Thursday. Happy Thanksgiving," I called, waving goodbye and getting in Declan's car.

The next two days happened in a blur. I worked tirelessly with the website developer Declan picked, while my workers held down the bakery. Several people in the Port had family coming through town so Sweet Treats was busy. Luckily, I didn't witness anymore workplace s*x.

We spent the day before Thanksgiving in Declan's kitchen cooking turkey, stuffing, pies, and everything else. My babies ran around like they owned the place and had fun with their friends. Declan didn't seem to mind the mess we'd made of his house.

"You smell delicious," he whispered, coming up behind me and wrapping his muscular arms around my waist.

I playfully swatted him away. "You just want to taste this pumpkin pie. I heard you and Dean make that bet on who would get a sample first."

Laughing, he held up his hands. "Guilty, but you do smell delicious, sweetheart. Aren't there any perks to being the boyfriend of the head baker?"

Unfortunately, Gordon dragged Declan away before I could show him that "perk". We didn't get a minute alone for the rest of the night. Our family and friends kept us busy, and we made plans to pick up Evelyn from the airport tomorrow.

Later that night after all the food was done, we climbed into bed together. Declan was exhausted. Daniels was getting him ready for the big news conference in Los Angeles. Our lives were about to change. I just hoped that it was for the better.

I woke up around four in the morning. Yoga baby was always playing havoc on my small bladder. Sometimes I thought it would be easier to live in the bathroom.

As I was coming back, I noticed leather bound journal on Declan's desk. It had a lock but he'd forgotten to clasp it.

Don't look. Don't look. Oh, who am I kidding?

As quietly as possible, I tiptoed back to bed with the journal. Then, I grabbed a book light out of the nightstand so I could read. I felt bad for violating Declan's trust, but the nosy b***h inside was stronger.

Declan

Thanksgiving morning, I struggled to keep my eyes open as we waited for Evelyn's flight to get into Sea-Tac. The two hour drive to Seattle had worn out any energy I had from last night's rest. I wanted to lie down and sleep until next year.

As if the fatigue didn't make me grumpy enough, Madison was being weird. She'd been wrapped around me when I woke up in the morning. It had taken all of my resolve to have a non s****l shower. Her big, milky white breasts were a major aphrodisiac alone but soaped up…they were irresistible.

Poor Ross looked like death warmed over. He was extremely nervous to meet Tina's aunt. I sympathized because I felt the same way. I knew that if she didn't like me it would make things that much harder with my sweetheart.

"Relax, Declan," Madison cooed as she played with the ends of my hair. Why hadn't I gotten it cut?

Tina and Madison's squealing alerted me to the fact that Evelyn had arrived. I looked to where Madison was pointing and saw a tall, older woman with jet black hair. She didn't look a thing like Tina. Her skin was olive and I could see her big, dark eyes from where we sat.

Evelyn waved politely and walked over to us. Madison ran to meet her halfway. I was worried about yoga baby in all the excitement, but she looked so happy. Cautiously, I followed her, waiting for my chance at being introduced.

Thankfully, Tina went first. "Aunt Evelyn, this is my husband, Ross Crawford."

He visibly paled as he took the older woman's hand. "It's nice to meet you. I'm Ross, Tina's husband. Oops she already said that, didn't she? Hello, I'm Ross. I'm a Sheriff." He mumbled until his voice cracked. By that time, all the ladies were laughing.

"I know who you are, sweetheart. You stole my angel's heart. Don't think I'm going to let you get away with eloping. We will be having a proper ceremony and wedding party as soon as I can get everything settled. And perk up, young man! You can't father the next line of the family unless you have stamina and heart," Evelyn lectured, glaring at Ross.

He mumbled a quick "Sorry," before hiding behind Tina.

All too soon it was my turn. "Evelyn, this is my boyfriend, Declan. Declan, this is my Evelyn," Madison noted, beaming and looking between us.

"How do you do, Ma'am? I'm Declan Walsh."

Evelyn stared at me like I had a disease. "My sweet Madison tells me she's pregnant again, yet I see no engagement ring on her finger. What are you plans, young man? She has been through enough with that other asshole. If you aren't…"

Because I was really tired and cranky, I cut her off. "I love Madison and our kids with all my heart. If she wasn't so damn stubborn, my ring would already be on her finger. You should have heard the tongue lashing I got when I told her I loved her for the first time. I am not Tom. Madison and the kids are my world."

Evelyn stepped forward. At first I thought she was going to punch me, but she gave me a hug instead. It was like a load lifted off my shoulders. I hadn't known her long, but she was already one of the scariest women I'd ever met.

"Ross, you and Declan go get my bags. I need to catch up with my girls. Don't dawdle, and surprise us with something nice to drink. Off you go," she ordered, waving us away.

"Damn, she's scarier than my mother," Ross murmured as we walked away.

I nodded. "She's not as scary as Holly but a close second. Just remember, Madison and Tina love her. She's like a mother to them. We can put up with any bullshit she throws our way."

Fortunately, we managed to retrieve Evelyn's bags and pick up some coffee before returning to the waiting area. The airport was packed with holiday travelers. It felt good to actually be a participant in the holidays. When I was married to Sarah, we'd always gone to exotic locations and done a bunch of cocaine during Thanksgiving.

The ride back to Forks was peaceful. The ladies told stories about working at Evelyn's diner in Arizona. I quickly learned that the older woman was formidable and fiercely protective of those that she loved. I admired her.

"So then, Tina's parents died. My sweet Elias and I decided to become her guardians. He passed away about twelve years ago. Not a day goes by that I don't miss him," Evelyn whimpered, dabbing at her eyes.

All the ladies were in the back seat. I watched through the mirror as Madison and Tina comforted Evelyn. Before long, they were giggling and talking baby names again. Ross just looked over at me and smiled.

When we pulled up to my house, Gordon was outside talking to Joey. There were people everywhere setting up the tables and tents in the meadow. We'd decided to have an outdoor Thanksgiving since this was probably the only nice day we would get for a while.

“Ambrose Boyd, you come back here," Natalie called, running after the fast little redhead. I was shocked to see her in jeans and a simple black sweater.

When Joey failed to stop his son, Natalie glared at him until he shot into action. It was going to be fun watching my promiscuous best friend become a monogamous father-type, especially now since I'd be joining him. Most men hated to think of diapers and feedings, but those thoughts made me happy.

I was heading back from the bathroom when Noah ran into me. "Dex, Gamma hit Neal. Come help," he begged before scampering away.

I pinched the bridge of my nose and followed him downstairs. Sure enough, Evelyn, who the kids called Gamma, had Neal pressed up against the wall. I noticed his nose was bleeding and Evelyn was clenching and unclenching her hands.

Madison quickly waved me over. "Can you break them up, Declan?"

I looked at the scene in front f me, and then back at my sweetheart. "Um, Madison, I'm scared of Evelyn. She's more likely to turn on me than you."

While we were arguing, Tina went up and got her aunt under control. Since she still looked like she had some fight in her, Ross took Neal out to diffuse the situation. I gave him a pat on the shoulder as he passed.

"What was that about?" Madison asked, hand on hip.

Evelyn shrugged and took the offered ice from Tina. "I always said I'd like to knock some sense into those parents of yours. I got my chance. It won't happen again, unless I see that good for nothing Tom."

I snorted and put my arm around Madison. "You'll have to take a number. I plan to shoot his f*****g balls off."

My sweetheart gasped, looking up at me. "Declan Walsh, I've never heard you sound so lethal. It's sexy."

I growled and nibbled on her ear as the rest of the crowd disbursed. I had gone a few days without s*x, and I was hoping the jovial mood would make Madison want to play again. My c**k was really starting to hate my hand.

The time leading up to dinner went by quickly. The children were laughing and joking. Reverend Howard and Taylor joined us, bringing along some elderly people that didn't have family in the area. The children sat around as Jimmy and his friends read them a story about the first Thanksgiving. I was glad to see that he'd bought Vanessa with him.

My sister looked happier than ever. She, Ryan, and Cynthia were perfect together. Laurie had always had a good heart, but my parent's had almost extinguished it. While I'd turned to drugs and casual s*x in Hollywood, Laurie had become cold and bitter. We both had a long road to go, but I knew that we were finally on the right path.

At six on the dot, we were all seated and impatiently waiting for Will to finish the blessing. My sweetheart was wearing what she called her "fat jeans" so that she could eat as much as she wanted. She beamed up at me as I rubbed her stomach.

"I love you, Madison," I whispered as the prayer came to an end.

For tradition's sake, I carved the first slice of turkey. Then, the servers I'd hired did the rest. We had almost a hundred people so there were several tables. Neal didn't want to be anywhere near Evelyn, but Madison insisted they all sit with us.

"This is the best stuffing I've ever tasted, Mrs. Crawford," Ashley complimented, giving Ross' mother a big smile.

The elderly woman smiled. "I'm so glad you enjoy it, dear. Ross was a sickly child. We had him too old in age. He's allergic to everything."

Dean laughed, leaning forward to refill Ashley's plate. She was about to pop. Looking at Ashley, I couldn't help but think of Madison being that heavily pregnant. I just hoped I was ready for that stage.

The Sheriff blushed and begged his mother not to tell anymore embarrassing stories. It made me feel a pang in my chest. Holly had never been like that with Laurie and me, plus she'd abandoned poor Gordon.

"I know what you're thinking, Declan. You've got us now," Madison said, rubbing the back of my neck. She always knew just what I needed.

We were mingling when Vlad showed up. He pulled me aside. "You mother and father have arrived. They want to be let inside the house. I didn't know protocol, so I just left them in the living room."

After excusing myself, I walked back with him to the main house. When I got there, Holly and Michael were yelling at each other. I noticed my dad had a flask in his hands. My mom was wearing a cocktail dress. Knowing her, she probably had a date later.

"So you have a big dinner and don't invite your parents? Honestly, Declan, I don't know how I failed with you," Holly began, walking over to me.

I held up my hand and backed away. "Don't. You don't get to come here and ruin my day. I want you both to leave."

"Look, Holly, there's your bastard," Michael slurred as Laurie walked over to join me.

Protectively, I put my arm around my sister's trembling body. "I told you not to insult my sister in from of me again. I'm having Jenks file papers on both of you. I want the loans I've given repaid in full with interest. As far as I'm concerned, you're no longer my parents. It takes more than just conceiving a child to earn that title!"

Michael put his flask on the table and held his hands out. "Let's not be rash. I'm just teasing, right Laurie?"

My sister shook her head. "I always knew you hated me. The booze just makes it easier to say. I didn't make Holly cheat on you."

"At least she kept you both," Gordon yelled, joining the fray. "You don't know how many times I wished I had a mother. I hated you guys because I thought that you were getting something better than I had. I know now that I was wrong. My father was more of a mom than she ever could have been."

Holly glared at us. "Fine! I'm the world's worst mother. I gave all three of you ungrateful children a life. Declan turned out successful and rich, until he ruined it. Laurie was on her way. Gordon, you look well. I'm such a monster," she finished sarcastically.

Snarling, I stepped forward so that we were eye to eye. "I almost died! I hated myself. All I wanted was the drugs and the women to forget. There was no love. You and Michael only cared about the money and the fame. I want you to stay away from my child. I want it to grow up with love and care. He or she certainly won't learn that from you."

Michael sat down on the couch, massaging his forehead. "Damn it! How the hell am I going to come up with a couple of million dollars! The business isn't doing well."

I laughed. "Honestly, I don't care. You owe me, and you will pay. I'm not going to reward you for being nasty to my sister. Why don't you try actually working? The business would be profitable if you weren't so damn lazy. You have to quit drinking."

After a few minutes of awkard silence, Michael went to the car. Holly scowled at us, and we leered back. I didn't understand how she'd carried us in her womb but had all this hate. Gordon and Laurie looked like they were about to cry.

"Well the hell with all of you! I've got a young hottie waiting for me. I'm still a desirable woman. Men love me," Holly bragged, pushing past us.

"It was nice meeting you, Mom," Gordon yelled to her retreating form. Then we all broke down and started laughing heartily.

"She is really a b***h," Laurie pointed out as we walked back outside.

When I got to the meadow, Madison was sitting at a table talking to Taylor. Noah was in her lap while Sophie rested her head on her shoulder. Madison was a real mother. She loved her children just for them, not for what they could give her.

"Are you okay," she asked worriedly.

I kissed my family, including yoga baby before answering. "I'm perfect. Happy Thanksgiving, sweetheart."

By eleven, everyone was gone. Neal had to go back to the sober house. I suspected he was glad to get away from Evelyn. She had rode his ass all night. Even Madison defended him against some of her anger.

"Mmm. Why don't you go read to our babies while I get ready for bed," Madison suggested as we walked up the stairs.

Joey had practically moved into Natalie's house, and Laurie was sleeping over at Ryan's, so my house wasn't full anymore. Evelyn and Gordon's guest rooms were in the other wing.

"Dex, will you read us The Jungle Book? Sophie asked, looking up at me with her big blue eyes. I would have promised her anything.

Noah nodded. "Please, Dex. I want you to do the Baloo voice."

They fell asleep halfway through. Smiling, I tucked the blanket around their peaceful faces. They'd chosen to sleep together tonight. Watching them, I was in awe of how angelic they seemed. After putting on their nightlight, I walked down the hall.

The sight that greeted me in my own bedroom made my jaw drop to the floor. My sweetheart was sitting on my brown leather couch reading a book. She was wearing blue, white, and pink knee socks with barely there blue boyshorts and a skimpy tank top. Her hair was separated into two ponytails and held together by pink ribbons.

"Like what you see, Declan?" she asked, not looking up from her book.

This was one of my fantasies. I never shared things like this with Madison for fear that she'd think I was a p*****t. I had all kinds of questions, but they would have to wait. My sore c**k was leading all my brain functions.

"You….beautiful… How?" I mumbled, sounding like an i***t.

She took my hand and led me down the hall to my writing office. Then she pushed me down into a desk chair and began unbuttoning my plaid shirt. I put my hands on her hip, willing myself not to come in my pants.

"So, I saw you staring at my t**s in Biology class…"

It took me a few minutes to catch on. This was part of my fantasy. Madison was a coed, and instead of her going to college with Jimmy, she was going with me. We'd been studying together and met up after class for some private tutoring.

I played my part. "What? No, I was trying to read the, um, print on your shirt. I'm not that kind of guy."

My sweetheart licked her lips, giggling hard. "Well, this monster in your pants says otherwise. Don't you want me, Walsh?"

I leaned forward and licked her top lip. "I want you so bad it hurts, but I'm shy."

"Don't worry, big guy, I can handle you," Madison murmured, taking my c**k in her hand.

Instinctively, I thrust towards her. "Sorry," I said sheepishly.

She grabbed hold of my thighs and began taking me down her throat. Pretty soon, I felt her relax as she took me all the way down. I whimpered and played with her ponytails while she went to town on me. Soon, I was leaking.

"Stop! I want to be inside of you."

Madison wiped the back of her hand over her mouth and stood up. I gripped the edges of my chair as she did this sexy little dance that ended with her shirtless. Her large breasts glowed in the dim lamplight. I wanted to lick them until she pushed me away.

"Can I?" I asked, leaning forward. Madison nodded and cupped her breast so that I could suck on her n*****s.

"You're so good," she moaned, pressing her chest into my face. I could have happily suffocated in her boobs."

"Let's get these off," I grunted, pushing her little shorts down her legs. That left her completely naked except for the color knee socks. I wanted those to stay on.

Slowly, my sweetheart sank down on me. I closed my eyes and dug my fingertips into her ass as she ground on top of me. Her little tongue came out to lick wet circles around my neck. She was driving me crazy with the movements and sounds.

"Is this okay," she whispered, momentarily distracting me.

I buried my head in her breasts and thrust upwards several times. A few minutes later, she clenched and screamed her o****m. I wasn't far behind. It felt like Madison had taken a piece of my soul into herself.

For a long time, we just sat holding each other. Then Madison was stroking my c**k to make me hard again. I arranged her so that she was on all fours and began pushing inside of her again. She held my hand over her c**t as I ferociously slid inside and outside of her slickness.

"Declan. Oh god. I can't take it, Declan," she screamed before pushing me off.

Stunned, I fell to the floor beside her. Madison quickly recovered and took me in her mouth. A few thrusts down her throat, and I was finished. The multiple orgasms heightened my senses. Each touch and caress from my sweetheart felt magical.

"How did you know?" I asked sleepily while Madison pulled a blanket over us.

She smiled. "I'm sorry. I read your journal. You can be mad if you want."

Shrugging, I pulled her to my chest and kissed her forehead. "Why would I be mad at anything that inspired that? I want those knee socks and ribbons framed. I feel like going back to school just so we can do that in a classroom."

My angel smiled mischievously. "Hmmm, you're giving me ideas for your Christmas present. I bet I could get a janitor to leave a door unlocked."

I groaned loudly, pointing at my manhood. "You're waking him up again. I'm too tired to do anything with it."

"You've been a very good study buddy. It's the least I can do," Madison said, climbing on top of me.

I stared at her beautiful face as she bent down to kiss me. "I love you, Madison."

When it was over, we fell asleep wrapped in each other's arms. It was the perfect end to the perfect holiday. Little did I know things would go bad soon.

On Black Friday, we woke up early so we could go to Seattle. My bodyguards had gone home to spend time with their families. I had two new guys, but I wasn't worried because Tom was planning a bank job. I didn't think he'd risk k********g on top of that felony.

We rode with Ross and Tina. They'd had more sleep than us and were wide awake. The children watched movies while Madison and I tried to get some sleep. I planned on spending a lot of money on my family today, and I'd already warned Madison that I didn't want arguments.

The malls were packed. We split up in groups of guys and girls. Everyone had joined us, except Neal. He refused to spend the day with Evelyn. The feeling was mutual.

I was helping Joey pick a purse for Natalie at Bloomingdale's when my phone began buzzing. Distracted, I pulled it out of my pocket. A frantic Madison proceeded to tell me to get to the security station. I yelled to the guys, and we all began running to the ground floor. When I got there, one of my security guys was rubbing his neck.

"What the hell happened," I screamed, looking for Madison.

She stepped forward and wrapped her arms around me. "Oh, Declan, Sophie is gone. We were trying on clothes. A saleslady took her to grab another dress. They never came back. The manager says the woman I described isn't an employee. No one can find her."

Poppy and Winnie Howard, who had come with us to shop with Sophie, began crying as Laurie tried to calm them down. Cynthia was also whimpering on Ryan's shoulder. Natalie helped Madison into a seat so that I could talk to the security personnel.

"Are there cameras in this section?" A big beefy guy nodded and pulled up the video.

My guards took out a notebook. The woman who took Sophie looked so normal. My sweetheart didn't recognize her and neither did anyone else. It made me angry to see how easily it was for someone to take away something so precious.

Ross and the security guy were searching different angles when Madison told them to stop. She stood up and walked across the room. I watched in horror as her face went sheet white.

"That's him! Tom was here! He's the big guy with the hat and hoodie. I'd know those cold eyes anywhere. He has my baby girl. We have to find her," she cried, collapsing on the ground.

After helping my sweetheart up, I called Vlad. He agreed to call some guys on Seattle PD and get back to me. I felt useless and I rocked Madison back and forth. Noah clung to her. I tried to comfort them both, but I knew I was failing miserably. Our family was broken.

About half an hour later, I got a call from an unknown number. I beckoned Ross and the security people over, putting it on speakerphone so that they could hear it. The sinister voice made my stomach turn.

"Tom owes me a lot of money. He's going to do the bank job, and I'm going to hold onto this little girl as insurance. The bank money and the ransom you will pay should be enough to cover his debts to all our bosses. I want ten million dollars or this will be Sophie Smith's last weekend on Earth. Oh, and I think you have someone there that knows me. Tell her I said hello."

After the click, Ashley screamed and pointed to my Blackberry. "That…that was Xander Rhodes."