Can't believe he has me sitting in front of these damn doctors talking about my f*****g problems. I have not had a drink in two weeks now after this f*****g session I might need a nice strong drink. I mean yeah I got drunk and acted crazy the night of the accident that almost took both of our life but I was sorry. That's the problem Mona you think what you did wasn't that serious. You could of taking me from my f*****g children you don't understand man you don't he yelled as he looked like he was so upset with me. Since we got back together it's been hell,he wouldn't f**k me or even touch me. He said I wasn't getting none of him until I get my s**t together. I didn't know I was a real alcoholic until I actually saw how I act when I wasn't drunk. I had withdrawals that made it hard

