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May I have a lemonade with extra lemon wedges and a water? I asked the waiter as I waited for my mom. She had reached out to me months ago, she wanted to bury our pass and work on our future but I felt I was in this situation because of her. Even though she told me to run I felt she should of never brought that s**t to our house. And she was suppose to be a better role model for us.

My siblings father Pete had took them a lil after I got pregnant and we didn't see them since then. I wish he would of took me but he wasn't my father.

Looking at the door I saw my momma walk in. She actually was dress nice and she looked clean. Umm hi momma I shyly said as I stood from my chair. Oh my god hi Mona you are so pretty she said as we hug. Feeling the tears exit my eyes I looked at her. Thank you momma you look good to.

Sitting down I really didn't have to much to say. I was so emotional it was crazy. First I want to say sorry for kicking you out pregnant. I was so wrong and I just need my high. I wasn't thinking about you or the baby. Secondly I want to apologize for letting you lay down with CJ just to Save me she said sending chills thru my body. I see him taking care of my grandson and I use to always hear him talking about how pretty you was. I wish it didn't have to happen like that. She cried.

Momma I don't want to talk about that I said as I look into CJ eyes. He must of followed me here thinking it was a nigga for real looking at him he seem upset but relieved all in one.

Rolling my eyes at him I looked back at my momma

Are you clean? Yes I have been for 60 days. Where are you living in L.A with Donna(my aunt). Oh okay I replied as I watched him sit in his car.

After having dinner with my momma I had a lot of stress off my shoulders. We had made up and I really did forgive her.

The whole time Cedric watched us she never notice.

Leaving the restaurant I started to walk off. Man where you going he yelled as he pulled my arm. Home why? I yelled back costing people to look at is. So you just f**k me and my car up then call the police on me? He asked as he watched my lips.

You was cheating like it wasn't s**t. You think it's okay to sleep around? You f**k other bitches then come home and f**k me.I never f****d no body raw but you I don't eat nobody p***y but yours so I am Safe he said as he looked at me like that matter. Man f**k you and that lame excuse you cheating so I'm good. Be my baby daddy. I said as I pushed his hands off me.

Oh and I am going to New York To try out for a video I nervously said as I walked off.

In the last week I had posted pictures of myself on ig and f*******: and some big time Video vixen reach out to me. She wantedd me to do a photo shoot with her and I was down because they was paying 100 g for semi nude pictures. So you know I was on it.

Leaving him standing dumb I hopped in my Uber.

Two months later

Bitch I can't believe you did this your body look so good Shayla said as we looked thru my profile I did back in New York. Omg CJ was so upset that I left but I had to do me.

I was a no body trying to be a somebody and I had to make a way for my son.