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Consequences

You love me now, you didn't love me when you took my soul. You basically raped me over some dope money. She cried. What??? I raped you now? Man girl you gave me you, I ain't hold you down or nothing. I yelled as she pulled over.

Man so now I raped you? After all these years you gonna scream rape? I ain't do s**t to you I took care of you. You was willing to f**k me to save Sade. Do you know how long she been trying to get me to f**k you?? Man when I first started back hustling she wanted me to f**k your young ass for some dope I yelled at her as she looked at me.

You got nude for me ,I ain't pull your clothes off ,you could of left but you ain't want us to beat your punk ass momma up ,I yelled as She cried.

You and my kids are the best thing that ever happened to me but I ain't rape you. You was willing and you know it.

Receiving a slap to the face, I grabbed her hands. You don't say no s**t like that then she said jumping on me as I scream as she punched me again.

Shut up, you should of told her no you should of told me no. You know how low I feel at this point??? I feel like a f*****g victim, I ain't want you to kill my momma ,she yelled as I held her arms. I'm sorry. Okay I shouldn't of did that.

But I always loved you and I wish I didn't do that I said as she cried. I'm sorry I promise I am. I cooed as she is full of tears.

Ugh can you please just take me home ,please she cried getting out the car. I knew she was having a hard time due to the birth of our child and she just needs rest. Getting out the car with her I pulled her into my chest.

I'm sorry Mona you are my life baby. I'm sorry for saying all that s**t. I love you,if I could take it back I would ,you are my baby man. I'm sorry please forgive me for doing that to you. I love you and I need you. Please I begged as I kissed her lips ..

I just want to go home and go to sleep .I'm so sleepy she cried. Okay baby come on I said picking her up to put her in the car.

After getting her home it was 2 in the morning she of course was leaking and she needed to pump. Making her comfortable in the bed as Mona'e scream her brains off. I let her scream because she was so spoiled she had to get use to not being held.

Are you okay? I asked her as she looked at me. Yes can you pass her to me so I can feed her? Yes I told her as I picked up a fussy baby. Putting her right on her tittie she begin to feed her as I rubbed my face.

Turning the tv I watched her feed my daughter. The s**t had me thinking. I felt bad that she felt that way. I was sorry as s**t and I need to make it up to her.

45 mins later both of my girls was sleep. Putting The baby In her crib I turn on her baby lamp. Kissing her and Junior I went back to Mona.

Kissing her face I laid her right on me. I'm sorry I ain't mean to hurt you or make you feel like a hoe. You always been on my mind you was just younger, I'm sorry baby I whisper as I kissed her forehead as she sleep.