The Wedding That Wasn't Mine
1276 Words
Elena’s POV
The day I had dreaded had finally arrived.
The mansion was alive with activity from the moment the sun rose. Servants moved in a hurried rhythm, florists arranged the final touches, and unfamiliar voices filled the hallways as distant relatives and family friends arrived, their laughter and excitement a cruel contrast to the storm brewing inside me.
I sat motionless at the vanity, staring at my reflection in the mirror. My hair was styled to perfection, twisted into an intricate updo with delicate strands framing my face. The makeup artist had done her work flawlessly, concealing the exhaustion beneath layers of foundation and blush. I looked every bit the perfect bride—elegant, composed, beautiful.
But I didn’t feel like one.
I felt hollow. Trapped.
The wedding gown draped over my shoulders was suffocating. Layers of lace and silk, carefully embroidered with pearls, rested against my skin, but no amount of luxury could erase the fact that this wasn’t my choice.
This wasn’t my wedding.
It was Adrian Lancaster’s victory.
I gripped the edge of the vanity, my nails digging into the polished wood as a wave of nausea rolled over me.
“Elena,” a gentle voice called.
I turned my head slightly, meeting the gaze of my childhood friend, Sophia, standing hesitantly by the door. She was dressed in a soft blue bridesmaid dress, her expression a mixture of concern and sadness.
She stepped closer, lowering her voice. “Are you okay?”
I let out a bitter laugh. “Do I look okay?”
Her lips pressed into a thin line. “You don’t have to do this.”
HbuMy throat tightened. “Yes, I do.”
“Elena…” She kneeled beside me, gripping my hands. “There’s still time. If you want to run—”
I flinched. “Run where? He’ll find me. He’ll drag me back, and it’ll be worse.”
Sophia’s eyes filled with helplessness.
I swallowed the lump in my throat. “It’s too late.”
A knock on the door interrupted us, followed by one of the housemaids peeking in.
“Miss Elena, your father is asking for you.”
Sophia squeezed my hands one last time before stepping away, her eyes filled with sorrow as she gave me space.
I stood on unsteady legs, smoothing down the folds of my dress.
It was time.
The ceremony was held at a grand cathedral, the very same one where my mother and father had exchanged their vows years ago.
It should have been a beautiful day, filled with joy and love. Instead, it felt like walking into a funeral.
As I stepped out of the car, cameras flashed, blinding and intrusive. Reporters stood outside the gates, eager to capture the spectacle that was the Sterling-Lancaster wedding.
My father extended his arm to me. I hesitated before slipping my fingers through his, allowing him to guide me toward the entrance. The doors loomed ahead, massive and unyielding.
The weight of expectation pressed against my chest as the music started.
I stepped onto the aisle, my heart pounding with every slow, deliberate step forward. Guests turned in their seats, their expressions varying—some filled with admiration, others with curiosity.
But I didn’t care about them.
I cared about the man standing at the altar.
Adrian Lancaster.
He was dressed in a black tuxedo, his features sharp and unreadable. His posture was relaxed, hands clasped in front of him as he watched my approach with a gaze so impassive, so utterly detached, that it sent a cold shiver down my spine.
I forced myself to keep walking, my legs moving on their own.
With each step, I felt a piece of myself breaking.
By the time I reached him, I was barely holding myself together.
My father placed my hand in Adrian’s, a symbolic gesture that felt more like a transaction. Adrian’s fingers were cool against mine, his grip firm but indifferent.
No warmth. No reassurance.
Just possession.
The ceremony was a blur of empty words and forced smiles.
Vows were exchanged, promises spoken that neither of us meant.
I barely registered when Adrian slid the ring onto my finger. My own hands trembled as I placed his ring on his finger, sealing the fate I had been so desperately trying to resist.
And then it was done.
The priest’s voice rang through the cathedral.
“You may now kiss the bride.”
My stomach twisted.
I knew Adrian didn’t want this either, and yet, as he turned to face me, his expression was unreadable.
A tense silence settled between us before he leaned in.
His lips brushed against mine—light, fleeting, and utterly devoid of emotion.
It lasted no longer than a second, but it was enough to remind me of the cold reality of this marriage.
It wasn’t love.
It wasn’t desire.
It was a cage.
The reception was held at a grand estate, a lavish celebration that did nothing but highlight the farce of it all. Guests clinked glasses, whispered words of congratulations, oblivious to the war raging inside me.
Adrian and I sat side by side at the head table, yet we may as well have been worlds apart.
He didn’t touch me.
Didn’t speak to me.
Didn’t even spare me a glance.
I forced myself to smile, to play the part of the happy bride, even as I felt like a stranger in my own life.
The evening dragged on, filled with speeches and dances I barely remembered. Every moment felt like an eternity, every second a reminder of the prison I had just entered.
And then, finally, it was time to leave.
The car ride to Adrian’s estate was silent.
The air between us was thick with unspoken words, but neither of us made an effort to break it.
The city lights faded into darkness as we drove toward his mansion—no, our mansion now.
I turned to look at him, studying his profile. He sat rigid, his expression unreadable as he stared out the window, his fingers tapping absently against his thigh.
Finally, I spoke.
“When we get there…” I hesitated, my voice barely above a whisper. “I want separate rooms.”
His gaze shifted to me, unreadable.
I forced myself to meet his eyes. “I don’t want you to touch me.”
A muscle in his jaw ticked. “That’s fine by me.”
Something in his tone stung, but I ignored it.
The rest of the drive was spent in silence.
When we finally arrived at the mansion, Adrian stepped out first, barely sparing me a glance as he walked inside.
I followed, my heart hammering against my ribs as I stepped into my new reality.
The butler greeted us, his expression neutral as he gave a small bow.
“Mr. and Mrs. Lancaster, welcome home.”
Home.
I almost laughed.
This wasn’t my home.
This was my prison.
Adrian turned to me, his gaze sharp. “Your room is at the end of the hallway. You’ll find everything you need there.”
And just like that, he walked away.
No goodnight.
No pretenses.
Nothing.
I watched his retreating figure, my throat tightening.
I had expected this.
And yet, I wasn’t prepared for the hollowness that settled inside me.
I turned toward the grand staircase, inhaling shakily before making my way to my new room.
My new life.
I closed the door behind me, leaning against it as I let out a slow, shaky breath.
This was it.
The beginning of a life I never wanted.
And there was no way out.
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