I feel lost once again. Oliver has avoided me, for a whole damn week. I keep looking at the ring still on the coffee table from when I placed it there. How did he go from proposing to walking away within a matter of hours? He just ignored me, and nothing I have done has got him to respond. This feeling isn't good, I pushed Wayne and Elise away, and I pushed away Oliver, and Elise again. I'm worried I will constantly lose people I feel I love. "How do you feel Melinda?" I turn and look at Heather. "Confident now, I think I have it figured out." It has taken me a whole week to make sure I feel comfortable and confident in talking at the event. Heather will be there of course, however, she is still waiting on that call to confirm they want to work with her. I know at the event tonight if

