I wake up and I'm smiling. Oliver is amazing, different and amazing. I'm still cautious though, I have no idea if he is genuine, even if he comes across as it.
He could be lying, using me, I'm pregnant to some guy I had an affair on, I don't see how he can be fine with that? So, for that reason I will be careful and go slow. I don't want to get hurt, and I don't want to think I have a future with someone who I won't have.
I spend the week between searching for jobs and meeting Oliver. I still haven't told my mum I am pregnant. It's just no doubt more drama. I know what she will say and I can do without it.
I know what I did was wrong. I know as soon as I found out Wayne was married I should have walked.
"Why does everything come back to Wayne and Elsie?" I look up at my dad.
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