I sit in the bar with Ruth and she is waiting for me to talk. I have no idea where to start. "You're quitting I know that much." She looks at me waiting "Yes. I am also moving." She stares at me shocked. "Moving? Why? Mel why the hell are you running?" Am I running? "Look, this would never become anything. They will both hate me when they find out Ruth and I know when they find out it will push them as well. They won't just smile and accept it. I will ruin their marriage." "They ruined it." She states. "No, Wayne slept with a random woman, and Elsie a different one they would have being fine. This is down to it being me. The same woman. Ruth, Zane flipped, he was going to tell Elsie!" How much worse do things need to get? None, things don't need to get any worse as I am leaving

