I sit against the wall, unable to move, unable to do anything. I feel awful for so many reasons. For sleeping with Wayne after I knew he was married, sleeping with Elsie, for lying to them both, for everything.
“Hey, I saw him leave.” I look towards Ruth, watching as she sits in front of me. “So come on, what is going on?”
What is going on?
“I don’t know. I’m all over Ruth, and I need to stay away from them both. I need to break this all off. Yet, every time I see one of them, I cave in, I give in. I thought I was nothing more than a quick f**k to Wayne, but I’m not, which makes me want this more. Which is soo f*****g wrong!” It is, and there is no way I can do anything.
“I know I said don’t, but why not Mel? They are both cheating; clearly, they don’t love each other.”
My eyes go t
