Bethilda After the long meeting, I decided to go outside of the temporary home. I wanted to refrain from thinking about my problems. I shouldn't be thinking too much. It will only make my paths vague to see in the future. My mind is clouded with worries. What if I couldn't finish this task? What if I fail? What if I'll end up hurting Demetri for doing this? There is a lot in my mind. I wanted to stop thinking and find the solution all by myself. I didn't need Demetri to help me out this much to an extent that he had to sacrifice himself for my sake. As I begin to think of it, I was completely lost in thinking I could live my life to only focus on my own problems. I never thought that this would be hard, thinking that Demetri might be in danger of finding the keys for the Reverse Rebirt

