Bethilda Derevia taught me to be alive. I learned that there are still many reasons to feel alive. It was when I finally saw what's the pain that hinders Demetri from being a good person. I saw his pain, his sorrow, his joy. I never thought that it would make me think of living again. And then, I found Rosita and so many witches back then. They feared to do something they used to do since this world started to change for bloodsuckers. I learned that it takes a brave heart to stop all the fear that lingered inside their hearts for a very long time. That was when I saw the secret of Zendur, the fearsome death that continuously appeared in front of us. It tested my faith and my will to live. I never thought that this will teach me many things. I saw how Tahitha and Solemus pretended to be o

