Obsessed

Chapter 4 - AMRIAS POV

Omg no way Jordan was my first kiss I cannot believe it, I think he kissed me again because he felt bad I need to not get attached I can’t do it to myself, I’m going to only be friends with him, I’m dreading but exiting to sleep with him tonight but I think I might of scared him if he will go and sleep on the sofa, we finished our pizza and we was just chilling out in the living room Jordan put Bella to bed as she had school the next day, I met Kevin’s girlfriend Alisha she was so sassy but nice at the same time I liked her she was so caring and she even offered to give me her clothes she left here I obviously denied the offer, Alisha Started to roll a spliff and I stared at it wondering what it feels like to be high she looked at me while licking the paper

“Want some”

“Oh no, iv never smoked before”

They all stared at me with a shocked look on their faces

“ what you never had a fag or ecig or a spliff” Jordan asked

“Well…. No apart from when I was like 9 and this girl forced a fag In my mouth I cried for days about it cause it burnt my throat I guess I’m still traumatised” I explained they all laughed Alisha lit the spliff and had a few puffs before handing it to me I took it and stared at it f**k it I took a massive drag because they was clearly thinking I’m weird they all told me to hold it in so I did for about a second before choking and coughing it all out they was all laughing at me and Kevin handed me a cup of water I downed it all and then gagged

“Wtf is that”

“Vodka”

I felt dizzy I had a massive cup of straight vodka and then a huge puff of a spliff

“Are you trying to kill me”

“Kevin why the f**k would you do that you dickhead” Alisha shouted at him and slapped him on the chest

“What I picked up the wrong cup” and he showed me the cup with the water In it

“Dickhead pass it me”

He laughed and handed it me with his hands in the air

Jordan came back with a huge bottle of vodka

“Shall we get drunk” he said

“Why not” Kevin said and Alisha agreed

I was just giggling to myself I don’t know at what I think I was high

Jordan poured me a glass and handed it to me I stared at it

“f**k it” I downed the whole cup and then held my hand out for another I liked this I felt happy and not so down

“Wow missy don’t get to drunk now” Jordan says

“ what’s the worst that could happen”

Jordan sighed and poured me another this time not as much

“Sip it” he said looking serious

“ I looked at Alisha who was already high and abit drunk and we started laughing

She was a really pretty girl not to much makeup her face was perfect her lips was big and plumbed and her eyes were brown her hair was dyed blond but it suited her face

We was laughing at absolutely nothing and Kevin’s and Jordan just laughed at us and walked outside

“Shall we follow them” Alisha said laughing

I jumped up and the ground was moving with me and everything was spinning

“Wow that’s crazy”

“I know f*****g hell” Alisha says staring into space

Me and Alisha was just messing around for about an hour forgetting that Jordan and Kevin was still there I never knew I could get along with someone as much alcohol makes u more confident, maybe this is why my dad likes it so much I don’t know

“Alisha come to bed your to bad you need to sleep and you aswell amiria”

They wasn’t as drunk as us but they was still stumbling abit they must of drunk abit while we was messing around

“Okay okay boss” Alisha Said she jumped up “see you tomorrow babe”

“See you” she hugged me and she flung into Kevin arms

“Come baby let’s go to bed” she turned around and winked at me and Jordan he just laughed at her He held out his hand to me and I went to grab it but my hand moved and just grabbed the air

“What the hell” I laughed

He just smirked and picked me up

“Come on them love”

He carried me up the stairs my legs were wrapped around his waist a tingling sensation came in between my thighs wtf is that I looked at Jordan

“Hi” I giggled

“Hi “ he says laughing

We got into his room and he put me on the bed he put the quilt over me

“Try get to sleep” he says

“I can’t I need you to come hug me”

He looked at me and took of his top omg his body was amazing he had muscly arms and a big chest with a good six pack I licked my lips

“Are you going to move up or just stare at me half naked all day”

I instantly moved up he jumped in and sighed

“Want to put a film on”

“Yh why not” I felt like something was coming up my throat oh no not now

I jumped out of bed and went into his bathroom which was connected to his room I made it to the toilet just in time thank god

Jordan came in and held my hair back rubbing my back

“Ughhh that’s horrible” I said and sat against the wall

“ haha that’s what Happens when you drink to fast”

“Okay sorry smarty pants”

He c****d his brow at me

“All done” he asked

“Yh I think” he flushed the toilet and helped me up

“Have you got mouthwash this taste is disgusting

He looked inside his cupboard and passed a brand new toothbrush “here brush your teeth”

“Oh thanks”

I grabbed the brush and scrubbed at my tooth for about five minutes when I was finally done Jordan was in already in bed with the tele on he put blue L.E.D lights and it looked so cozy and I climbed into bed

“Better?” He asked

“Yh a lot thanks”

“About that kiss before”

I looked at him

“I know, I’m sorry i know you do me have any feeling for me we have only know each other half a day, all this is unexpected and I just did it because I’m sick of being boring I guess and I know you have a girlfriend”

“No I enjoyed it, alot”

I looked stared at him

“Really?”

“Yh, I promise I just wasn’t expecting it either it was just different you look innocent I never thought u would kiss me like that plus me and Amelia broke up”

I smiled

He c****d his brow at me

“Well I’m not just a plain girl uno” I laughed out the alcohol was still in my system

“I know that now your amazing I know it’s been half of day, but I like you”

I smiled at him “I like you to”

This is the vodka making me so honest and it needs to stop, I told myself to stay as friends and now I’m admitting I like him!

He held is arms out and i just hugged him I put my head in his chest

“Try to get some sleep your to

Drunk you will be ill tomorrow”

I nodded already feeling sleepy I focused on the film and laughed at grown ups 2.

He was stroking my hair and I finally fell asleep.