Bad Boy's Forever

Chapter 12

After a long shower, I head out with a towel wrapped around me, and crush onto Ryder's hard chest. I look up to meet his eyes which look emotionless, it's very hard sometimes to read him, and I wonder what's going on in that head of his.

I am angry at him but the anger has slowly faded away when I was in the shower thinking of my plan to show him how much I love him. We keep staring into each other's eyes for what feels like an hour, I find myself getting lost in those blue orbs.

"Princess, I -."

Ryder starts to speak but I quickly cut him off, "Ryder, I love you." He tenses up when I say this and a smile tugs at his lips.

"I might not have shown it but I do love you a lot. I'm crazy about you." I say and he immediately wraps his arms around my waist. I am 100% aware that I have a towel wrapped around me and I will be naked if it accidentally falls off. Not that I'm complaining.

"Does that mean you're not mad?" he asks grinning. Is he really asking me that question? I don't think he would love to go there.

"Do you really want to know?" I ask with a raised brow. His grin falls and he pouts adorably. "I'm sowwy." He says like a 3 year old apologizing for stealing candy. And then... there are those puppy eyes.

I sigh and look away, "Fine, you're forgiven but if you do something like that again, I'll leave." I say and I feel him and I tense up. I didn't mean to say the last word but it just came out. Ryder tightens his arms around me, I look up and his eyes are dark with a mixture of emotions I can't decipher.

"Don't leave me." Ryder says, his face covered with a lot of vulnerability. I've never seen this side of Ryder before, it makes my heart ache.

"I am not leaving you Ryder, never will." I say, my hands reaching up to stroke his cheek, "It just came out wrong, I was gonna say punish." I say. He wraps his arms tight around my body which is only covered with a towel. He hugs me like I am gonna vanish as soon as he lets go.

I don't think I'm ever gonna leave Ryder. I might say it as a joke to scare him but that's not even my decision to make. The last four years without him were a pain in my heart and it damaged me emotionally. So I think if I'm ever gonna leave him, my heart will be at the front door of his heart with a spear ready to kill me. It's not that easy for me.

"I love you." Ryder says and my heart skips a beat because of the emotion that's thick in his voice. "I love you." I say it back grinning like a Cheshire cat.

"Now about that punishment? What will it be?" he asks with a playful smirk, something dirty on his mind.

Euu no...

"The punishment is no touching me for a week." I say triumphantly as I watch his smirk fall.

"You wouldn't dare."

"Try me." I say crossing my hands in front of my chest which is a big mistake. Ryder's eyes go to my chest where the towel has lowered exposing my half breasts. I watch him visibly gulp.

"Eyes up here." I snap my fingers in front of his face and his eyes meet mine, a mischievous look in them.

"So when is this punishment again?" he asks, his voice deep. His cold hands go to my fingers as they trail up my hand to the hem of the towel on my chest. I shiver under his touch as my breath hitches.

"When you umm... mess up again." I say, his hands drawing a line on the hem of my towel. My breathing starts to get heavy, coming out in pants.

"So now that you have forgiven me, I am allowed to touch you right?" Ryder says his hands dropping to my thighs and trailing up. My heart starts to beat rapidly against my chest as my arms wrap around his neck. I am unable to speak clearly so think I nod, or assume I did.

"You have teased me a lot today, wearing that dress and making my little buddy excited for nothing." He says, his voice in a whisper, deep and husky. His hands trail up my thighs and his hand splits my thighs open as it massages me. My breath starts to come out in huge pants, my heart is beating roughly against my chest and I feel a wetness around my core.

"Ryder." I moan out his name and this seems to turn him on, I feel his erection around my core as he continues to grind him against me.

His warm lips go to neck, sucking and biting. He continues to kiss me around my neck, then to my jaw and to my cheeks. I groan feeling frustrated. He seems to understand why and smirks against my skin.

Fuckin' tease.

I pull him by his neck and collar and crash my lips against his. He smiles through the kiss. I lick his bottom lip and he refuses to grant me permission then I bite it lightly and he grants me dominance as I smile through the kiss. His tongue starts to explore my mouth and a moan escapes my tongue as he starts to play with my tongue sucking it. Then, the kiss turns wild and hungry. My heart is beating rapidly against my chest and my knees are growing weak. My hands are all over his body, the same as his. My towel falls to the floor finally, it was taking so long. My fingers fidget with the buttons on his shirt, after I've had enough with struggling with it, I rip it apart and hear the buttons fall off the floor. I pull it off tossing it somewhere on the floor as my hands go to his belt unclasping it, he removes his jeans as he continues to kiss me hungrily like he can't get enough.

Ryder lifts me up with his strong hands as he guides me to the bed. His hands start to caress my breasts, stroking and tugging and making me moan, my entire body jolts, and then tingles with pleasure. I squeeze my eyes shut, feeling like I might just explode.

He gently places me on the bed and starts to kiss every inch of my body savoring me as my entire body is filled with pleasure. He suddenly stops and lays down next to me pulling me by my waist to cuddle him. I sigh in content and wrap my hand around his torso, feeling the warmth coming from his body. I hear him mutter an ' I love you' before sleep clouds me and I drift off into dream land.