MY BLIND LOVE

MYSTERIOUS VOICE OWNER PART 1

After our great fight Jake said too many sorries. We are friends now because after what happened I can't be with him in a relationship. So we agreed on that we will be friends and if we feel like we should give one more chance to each other then we can but till then we will be friends.

I am kind of a dreamland person. With Jake I don't know what it is but I don’t feel any connection and at this point I don’t even know why I an even with him. I don't love him because I don't feel anything when I am near him. We only kiss once and that too on my birthday. He wanted more but I am not ready for anything else. I am not sure if he is the one or not because I don't feel any spark or any butterflies in my stomach all I feel is my mind shouting all the time he is not right he is not right. My subconscious mind is always right but I always do opposite of what my mind says.

Today there was a small kitty party my mom arranged. She made a lot of things. Julia came to my home. She said that in the evening James is also going to come to meet us in the nearest café. She asked me about Jake. I didn't tell her about our friendship system. I told her that I have given him one last chance. By Jake’s mention I am calling him since yesterday night and he is not picking up my phone seriously man if one more thing and even our friendship will end.

Julia went crazy when James arrived and we were still at my home.

“Adair they have reached.” Julia shouted.

“They, how many are there?” I asked confused.

“Oh! I forgot to mention James’s friend Davis is also coming with him. I told James to bring one of his friends so that you won't feel left out with us. Well do you know any single girl in your group? Davis is also single and is looking for a nice girl.” Julia said.

A ping of jealousy filled my heart. I wanted to tell her about my arrangement with Jake and that we are no more in a relationship and he isn't reply to any of my calls again but I didn't.

“If you were have been single I would have definitely settle you with Davis.” Julia said. I wanted to tell her but I don’t want to ruin her mood every time when she is with James as I did that before.

“Ok so let's get out of here fast so that we arrived there quickly before James kills me and you both and pack that special cupcakes which I have made for James specially.” Julia said and we both laughed.

We were making cakes for my mother's kitty party and Julia got this funny Idea. She can be a headache and a sweetheart at the same time and I love that in her. She made a chocolate cupcake in which she added salt, pepper and chili powder and on the icing she wrote J and made a heart. We took five cupcakes. One was the special one and the other four were the normal one. We both were just very excited to watch James expression.

With wide smiles on our faces and a box of 5 cupcakes we left. I was unaware that this day will completely change my life and will be meeting my life’s worst and the best mistake. A mistake that will give me joy as well as tears and his beautiful name is Davis. MY BLIND LOVE.