In a matter of five years, Kai and I had not only grown up with one another but almost made each other a habit. Being blamed for being a creature strongly influenced by the repetitive activities performed on a daily basis, we, humans, allow these actions to become our life, and hence EVERYTHING related to him was now my life.
“If one day, he was to go away, I might just lose my sense of life,” I said, looking unwittingly dolorous on my wedding day. “The mere thought of not feeling his body next to mine in the morning or sitting alone on the dining table to have my food by myself just fills me with such a dread that I become insensible to all the joy around me.”
Probably unnecessarily miserable, I stared at my own image in the mirror, assessing the silhouette of the dress, curl of my hai
