Losing Control

The Day We Talked

I was the living the highest point in my entire life. I was the most popular girl in school i had lots of friends, loved by a lot of people until in 7th grade my whole life changed in front me "it was the day we talked" . He was Taylor he was the guy who was sitting behind me it was the first time we met, but i never cared about him , i never really liked him i had a crush on someone else he was the cutest guy ever " young love". Taylor started talking we started getting close and close he had a girlfriend at the time who eventually he broke up with h because she told him she likes someone else. My entire summer was dull nothing new boring as always i traveled with my family the whole summer. Two months have passed school almost starting and everything was perfect. 8th grade i was one year older. We were in the class like last year our friendship started getting really close, but at this point my feelings toward Taylor is started to increase the mix feelings of emotion and sparkles started increasing inside me, but he never felt the same he was one of the best looking guys in 8th grade the entire grade had a crush on him he was a bad boy picking up fights and arguing with teachers and a hell a lot more, but although do this he was one of the smartest students in the whole grade and even until now he is still is. This is how my entire life changed it was the last day of 8th grade we all my friends and Taylor and other we were going out although the day after i had a plan to catch, but i wanted to enjoy my time with my friends and the guy i had a crush on. The entire outing was fun our friends starting telling jokes about Taylor and I wanting us to date and both of us we reacted in the same way. We were like " Nah its not going to happen and we are just friends and that we are fine like that." Little did we know it that our friends were right..... The following day i was traveling abroad ,all by myself 15 year old me taking responsibility of myself but just at the airport, my cousin was going to pick me up from the airport i had to say for 5 hours at JFK and most of my hours i was talking to Taylor until my second plan has came." It was the best feeling in the world having felt someone cared about me i was falling for him so hard and my heart couldn't stop me from feeling love towards him.