Lustful lunatic

The beginning

Cry? …..

not in a thousand years would she cry for a man again and for someone who she literally helped build he’s life.

But this one hurts because she thought he loved her for who she was and was able to handle her addiction but then again another disappointment or she saw it coming.

This pain felt different because she had invested a whole lot in him not only financially, she did what she promised never t o do again to another man, she told him her story, the reason behind her hurt and pain, but he left just like they always do when they can not handle her intensity anymore.

but she was vulnerable and in love with a man who came back and blackmailed her for every thing that she has including her body. Derick slammed the door so hard the vast shook, hearing he’s foot steps as he climbed down the stairs salina felt guilty that she still was still horny after what was supposed to be a break up.

Salina couldn’t process it as her body was still craving for more, a part of her self she hated and the people le that made her this way.

Found her set of dildo at the bottom of the drawer, picked the thick black one, and what followed after was soft moaning but this time not in Derrick’s name but in jasper’s, the name of her dildo, she name all of them.

Salina laid in bed reminiscing how she met the pretentious being called Derick.

She met Derick at a party tracy her best friend forced her to attend of her cousin birthday ray.

“ who knows you might find him here

Tracy said and she rolled her eyes, because she wasn’t ready for a three months the relationship.

“ you look ravishing” sounded like practiced line

her eyes lifted up from her phone as Tracy left her to go talk with some guy.! to see a man maybe in he’s early thirties, with an athletic build and a charming smile,

“ thank you” aiming for a dismissive look, but he still asked if she could sit next to her?

“huh” she pretended not to hear, it was so obvious because the background music wasn’t so loud.

he asked a again, “ sure, salina said but didn’t as much looked at him a second time.

“ l brought you a drink”she didn’t notice because she didn’t pay so much attention to him”

she didn’t want to have any because they only had alcohol and what happens when she does, he doesn’t want to find out, but he did.

“ thank you” she said taking the drink from him this time around checking him out…not so bad she thought.

She sipped from the glass, a smile broke from her lips, vangsun, my absolute favorite.

Nice choice.

She became a little relaxed and accommodating as they exchanged names.

The party lights went off and on almost immediately, the host announced it was dance time!

“ what do you think? Derick said asking for a dance “ saline who had already had two more glasses didn’t resist the offer,

He helped her out of her seat, she was wearing a short silky dress, which moved as she did.

Tracy had specifically chosen this dress saying it was a head turner.

Derrick couldn’t stop looking at the figure the couch had hidden, “you look ravishing” he whispered to her ears as they started to dance.

Saline already being in the mood, “ do you want to eat me then”? Biting her lips as he dragged her in for a kiss. Salina who was already halve way gone, couldn’t object.

After that night and a few dates they became inseparable in bed until this night…

Her ringtone finally woke her up from what looked like a shot nap, sleepily reaching out for the phone to her an excited voice from the other end, didn’t need a soothsayer to tell her it was Tracy.

“ girlll we still going out right? I’ve got the perfect outfit for the dinner”

“What dinner? she said acting suprised..

“ girlll you sound like you had a nightmare, I’m coming over”

Before she could protest to say no, a thud came from the other end.

Yhh that was Tracy who doesn’t need an invitation…

“l share this apartment with you, you only pay the bills” her go to words when Salina would bring it up.

Her tummy rumbled… who wouldn’t feel hungry after what just happened?

She trotted naked to the shower, as she needed to clean up, standing still as the cold water rushed down her dyed brown hair, she remembered the words Derrick muttered when he left….

“lustful lunatic” she felt tightness in her chest as she let this tears roll down her eyes and blended in with the water, would she ever be able to forgive the men that made her this way? Why didn’t she have a normal teenage life..?