I positioned myself under the cold shower, not even bothering to remove my clothes. Wala na akong oras para gawin pa iyon. I needed to lessen the heat or else I'll explode.
I shut my eyes hard. I leaned my forehead on the wall, both hands were formed into a fist. I felt it. I felt how Yuki waited for my lips to crash on hers. I felt the heat she unconsciously released a while ago. I felt all that. At lahat ng iyon ang nagpapahirap sa akin sa mga oras na ito.
I need someone right. I need to make a release. But I'm afraid I can't have someone in my bed. I can't have someone who'll satisfy my hunger.
Isang malalim na paghinga ang pinakawalan ko pagkalipas ng ilan pang minutong pagbabad sa ilalim ng malamig na tubig. Nang sa tingin ko'y kahit papaano'y nawala na ang nararamdaman kong init
