My Mate My Dilemma

2.

Pains

My wolf was snarling, thoughtful, and unhappy, and I felt a sharp ache start in my lower abdomen and travel all the way up to my heart, as if someone had set me on fire from the inside out.

There was only one scenario that could explain how things turned out, and that was if my partner was sleeping with other people.

However, that was not possible because my sister Sparsit is the only person my mate is currently with.

After the third rung in my head, I scampered out of bed, opened my door, and made my way to the study. But before I reached the study, I heard loud banging and deep groans coming from the furniture outside the door. "Harder! HARDER!" I thought to myself. My partner's groans followed my sister's screams as if her life depended on it, and my heart broke into a million pieces, yet I did not budge an inch.

I stayed put, listening until their heavy breathing was all I could hear, and then I sighed heavily, too stunned to move.

After then, my sister was the first to speak.

"That was incredible, but did not we create quite a mess?"I If someone had actually stuck their fingers in my chest and tore out my heart instead of hearing what I was hearing right now, it would have been lot less painful. The worst thing about this was how evident it was to me—they hardly even made an effort to conceal the fact that they had a special relationship—but I had blinded myself with my own pride and my love for my spouse.

My spouse was talking to my sister when I heard him say, "Do not worry about it, we are going to be making an even greater mess soon." I was shocked to see how little regard he had for me, considering how close I was, and how he could act like this under the same roof.

He had earlier treated me like a sick animal, but now he humped my sister as if there were no tomorrow.

My feet remained firmly planted on the ground, refusing to move one inch to spare me more agony, even though everything about this made me sick to my stomach. I wanted to walk away, go to my bed, and act like I had never heard any of this.

"Eddy," my sister said abruptly, "were not we meant to discuss security? subsequently, you informed your wife of that."

She started laughing right away, but I observed that my spouse did not join in.

"It seems like you bring up that woman every time we are having a good time like today.Is it not possible for us to let her go?

I wanted to hit my sister with my head, but she would not stop.

"All right, but I want to do it on her bed the next time."

"Why on her bed? Why my bed, why that?"It is most likely just as dull as she is.

"I simply wish to."Alright, Should that be your desire, Baby,

I debated whether or not to address them at this very moment. The pack had a busy day tomorrow, but I had to deal with them both after the festivities.

I fasted, lay my head on my pillow, and soaked up the tears until morning, when the light began to filter into my room. My hair was a mess, and I had large bags under my eyes from not getting enough sleep. It appeared to be a bird's slumber. I also looked pale and uninteresting.

I forced myself out of bed, but I was unable to get the strength to go to the loo and get ready.

Then, as soon as I looked up at my wall clock, fear shot through my body because I saw I was already very late and had not even washed my face with water.

I heard a loud knocking at my door at that moment, and I knew instantly who was trying to knock it off its hinges from the other side.

My husband was standing above me, his face completely wrapped in fury, when I opened the door, my eyes already frozen to the floor in terror.

As soon as he saw me, he looked like his blood pressure shot through him, which was a typical reaction he typically had to me.

The truth is, even when I was not doing anything wrong, he constantly seemed offended by my presence. Perhaps the most irritating thing about me was that I was reading the same year as him.

" Eluan, what does this mean right now?!"

He growled at me as though I had murdered someone and concealed their body beneath my bed, which he had quickly found.

On a typical day, I would have been ready far sooner than him. However, how could I sleep soundly and wake up contented knowing that the previous night he had spent the night in his study with my sister, and that they had even taken a shower together before her departure? I was literally steps away from him when I heard everything and felt my inner wolf growling.

How could he stand there in front of me like that and not feel the least bit guilty or ashamed?

"I apologise for Koverslept. Let us get ready in a few minutes." He genuinely showed no respect for me, our relationship, or the fact that we were married.

The moment he said that, he scoffed.

"This is just one more thing that I detest about you," he continued, sounding hesitant to discuss the other things he hated about me. However, I doubt that even if we took the time to go through that list, we would be able to attend the gala.

"You are aware of how naturally ugly you are, and that cosmetics should take a long time to cover up even a little portion of your hideous, so our unfortunate guests—especially our particular one—will have to bear the punishment of having to see you."

Though I was itching to scream back at him, what was the point?