I AM GAY

MEET

After that meeting, there was a little wound in my heart.

Not because of everything Tio said, but because of my unacceptable status in the general public.

Everyone felt disgusted and sneered at this status. What's really going on? Are we not entitled to feel love? This is our love. Truly sincere love. What's wrong with that?

Isn't it important to feel comfortable in a relationship? We feel it. Then are we wrong?

Tio was the third man to reject me. Wrong target exactly.

After breaking up with Deny who is a police officer, I have been single for a year.

Deny is my second ex. I choose to end relationship with him because of his abusive nature.

At first I hoped that Tio would accept me and would become my lover. But again My love claps one hand. Even though I really miss the caress of love from a man.

To get rid of remorse in my heart after being disappointed by Tio, I immediately headed to the bookstore I subscribed to.

The shop didn't look that crowded. Some visitors seen was stretched out beside the bookshelf reading.

Several other customers seemed to be queuing in front of the cashier to pay book held.

I immediately met Reza the owner of the bookstore.

"Hi Za. How are you? Is there a new collection?"

"Hey bro.. the news is still like yesterday. Healthy. It's been a long time, I haven't been here."

"Here.. here.. I have many new collections for you." Reza said as he led me to the shelf where the book collection I was looking for.

This bookshelf is located a bit hidden in the corner of the room. because indeed reserved for people aged 20+

Reza is right, the latest collection is neatly arranged on the top shelf. With my enthusiasm pick up four magazines at once. I'm afraid it's out of stock. Because Reza does not provide much for this type of magazine.

After paying for my magazine, I immediately said goodbye to Reza.

"Jody in such a hurry? Shall we hang out first?"

"Next time, Za. I'm in a hurry"

"Are you impatient with those magazines? Repent Jod... repent.." Reza teased while laughing.

"Eh.. bang*t.. it's not like that. It's okay. I'm leaving." Satan you Reza. I muttered in my heart.

Arriving at the apartment, I did not meet my two brothers. Looks like they haven't come back from work yet.

After cleaning myself in the bathroom, I locked my bedroom door tightly. I lay down my body, which is now without a single thread attached.

Then I took the magazine I just bought.

After making sure my room was safe, I comfortably lay on the bed with my body without a single thread attached.

I took the adult magazine I just bought. I looked at the rows of handsome and masculine faces plastered there. The curves of the models the muscular and athletic man made me drool over and over again.

It didn't take long for my hands to start guerrilla work hard to complete the desire that has been peaking.

While continuing to stare at the faces and bodies of the male models, my Everything was beautiful.

Uffhh...

Satisfied..

Finally I could not hold the peak of pleasure that had been in the crown. It feels like all the muscles inmind began to fantasize wildly.

my body slackened. My heart was pounding.

After my breathing returns to normal,

I got out of bed then clean yourself to the bathroom.

After that, I started to make up on my dressing table.

I polish some my skin care series, then I cover it with some cosmetics to show a fresh face.

After everything looks ok, I took the thin lace dress that I stole from Julia's closet yesterday. He has a lot. So he won't notice if I take 2 pairs.