Chapter One - Dormant

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Kaelynn POV The morning air was cold. It crept beneath the collar of my uniform jacket and caused goosebumps along my arms as I joined the line of seniors on the training field. Frost clung to the grass, crunching underneath the weight of too many boots. Crescent Ridge Academy loved their rituals, and Rank Assessment Day was their favorite. Rows of students stood in careful order — high ranks up front, low ranks trailing behind like an afterthought. Because that is exactly how they viewed us. The elders sat beneath the covered pavilion at the edge of the field, wrapped in cloaks and radiating authority. Their eyes move over the formation of students the way hunters watch a treeline. Cold, calculating. I took my place near the back. I wasn’t hiding, just positioning myself where everyone expected me to be. I stared straight ahead and kept my shoulders loose. Deep breath in, slow breath out. Controlled, unremarkable. The posture I have carefully practiced for six years. I could hear the whispers already and had to suppress an eye roll. It was nothing new, but I naively kept hoping I would somehow be just…forgotten. “She’s still here?” “Pathetic. Dormant at seventeen.” “Maybe she enjoys being the pack embarrassment.” I didn’t react, I never do. I kept my face carefully neutral, my breathing slow and even, and my expression empty enough to make their words appear to pass right through me. Inside though, something stirred. Not fragile or hurt. Impatient. My wolf pushed against the walls I built, like a storm pressing against glass. Not yet, I told her silently. I kept my gaze forward — until the line shifted, and I caught sight of him at the front. Rowan Vale stood with the highest ranked students. Even in our posh academy uniform he looked like he belonged at the head of a war table instead of a school field. Shoulders broad, spine straight, jaw set with the kind of calm that came from being raised to lead. His dark brown hair was shorter than it had been when they were kids, practical now, tamed. His eyes that were once warm brown, always laughing, had deepened into something sharper and more observant, older. At nineteen, some of the senior boys still looked like boys. Not Rowan, he looked like a man. An alpha in waiting. I scolded myself for looking, but couldn’t tear my eyes away. His head turned slightly, scanning the crowd the way he always did now, like he couldn’t stop assessing and analyzing everything even if he tried. His eyes landed on me and for a heartbeat, everything else dulled. The whispers, the cold, the elders. It was just Rowan and me again. I looked away first, as always. I hated that I did this, hated that it had become a reflex, but I had trained myself into it. Distancing myself was now as much muscle memory as shifting had become. I felt his gaze linger longer than it should have. It felt like heat against my skin, but when the elder at the pavilion stood, the moment snapped. “Begin.” Elder Marcus called. The first students stepped forward. We were to do scent projection, a partial shift, and then test our dominance resistance. The high-ranking students performed like they were born for it. Their wolves pressed close to the surface, their eyes brightened, canines lengthened, and claws slid free with practiced ease. Their scents flared. Alphas, betas, omegas. Each one was a loud declaration of identity. The elders hummed their approval. Then a girl near the middle faltered, her scent sputtered weakly. The whispers sharpened. I watched without expression. They love watching someone fail, I thought. It wasn’t cruelty that made Crescent Ridge dangerous, it was the way they treated weakness like entertainment. As if we exist only to inflate their egos and pass the time. One name was called, then another, and another. I kept my hands clasped behind my back and breathed slowly through my nose. I pushed my scent and aura down until they were almost nothing. Neutral, flat, like clean air. I mastered the mask long ago. Remaining hidden was survival. “Kaelynn Ashmoor.” The elder’s voice carried across the field without effort. I stepped forward and felt the air change. A ripple went through the crowd and all eyes followed my movements. I could feel Seraphine Calloway’s gaze like a blade between my shoulder blades. Polished cruelty wrapped in a pretty package. Seraphine stood near the front. Honey blonde hair immaculate, uniform pressed so sharply it looked painful. Even her scent was curated. Soft florals layered over pack musk, expensive enough to signal her status as the beta’s daughter before she ever spoke. I stopped in the center of the field and faced the elders with my neutral mask firmly in place. Elder Marcus watched me with the same disappointment he has worn every year since I was twelve. “Scent projection,” he said. I lifted my chin slightly and drew a breath in. Then I pushed, just enough to appear that I was trying. Nothing came. Not because it couldn’t, but because I wouldn’t let it. The silence stretched until a boy near the middle of the line snorted. Someone else laughed too loudly, then tried to cover it with a cough. Elder Marcus’ mouth tightened. “Try again, Kaelynn.” I tried again, letting a small thread slip through, so faint it was almost imagined. I felt my wolf surge forward instantly. She is hungry and eager to pour through the crack I created. I pushed it all back down. The air remained blank. “Dormant,” someone whispered, delighted. I kept my neutral mask in place. Elder Marcus huffed and marked his clipboard with a sharp stroke of his pen. “No change.” I bowed my head in acknowledgment, because that was what I was supposed to do. Because I learned long ago what happened to girls who didn’t perform humility correctly in this pack. Finally, Elder Marcus dismissed me and I stepped back into line. The whispers followed me. “Waste of space.” “Why doesn’t she just leave?” “Her parents must be ashamed.” I returned to my place near the back. Although my hands were steady, my heart wasn’t. It wasn’t from shame, it was from restraint. My wolf was pressing against my ribs so hard that it almost hurt. Silver, metallic, massive. She was furious that I had lowered my head for people who didn’t deserve my breath. Not yet, I reminded her. My pulse slowed as my wolf relaxed. This next part was always the worst. Elder Marcus lifted his hand. "It is time for the dominance resistance drill. Our acting alpha in training, Rowan, will demonstrate." Rowan stepped forward, and the field seemed to straighten with him. He didn’t look at me as he moved towards the center. He didn’t acknowledge anyone, really. He faced the seniors with calm authority, and the surrounding air thickened as he drew in a breath. My skin prickled as Rowan’s dominance rolled out in a controlled wave. It wasn’t violent or cruel, just absolute. Most students dropped immediately, their knees hitting the frost-stiffened grass, heads lowered in submission, instinct obeying scent. Even some higher ranks struggled, muscles trembling as they forced themselves down. I lowered too, but slowly, deliberately. I kept my gaze on the ground and let my body fold like I was supposed to, but my wolf pressed hard inside my chest, fur bristling at the pressure, and teeth bared at the idea of kneeling for anyone. The command hit my core like a shove, but I held. My knees touched the grass, but my spine stayed too straight. Rowan held his wave for three heartbeats. My vision sharpened at the edges, not from weakness, but because it took more effort to submit convincingly than it would have to resist. That’s when I felt it, Rowan’s dominance, and something else. A hesitation, a hitch in the pressure, like his wolf had brushed against an unseen wall and paused. I kept my face down and didn’t move, but I knew Rowan felt it. Because the wave shifted slightly, tightened, searching for the point of resistance. I softened the edges of my posture just enough to blur it. Finally, Rowan released his dominance. Students rose in waves, some shaky, some proud, some pretending that they hadn’t struggled. I stood last and Rowan’s gaze found me the moment I straightened. His brow furrowed slightly, so subtle that most people wouldn’t catch it, but I did. His eyes didn’t look disgusted, they looked confused. Like he had felt something that didn’t match the story everyone told about me. I couldn’t give him anything to hold onto, so I turned away. The assessment ended. Students broke formation and spilled into the academy corridors, buzzing with gossip and relief. The cold field gave way to fluorescent lights and polished floors, the kind of brightness that made everything feel more exposed. I moved through the hallway with my head level. Not high, not bowed, but neutral. My locker was on the outer row near the back stairwell, far from the high rank cluster that threatened the main corridor like it was their personal territory. I had just spun the dial when a shadow fell across the metal. “Kaelynn.” Seraphine’s voice was honey smooth. I didn’t flinch. I closed my locker slowly and turned. Seraphine stood with two girls, all of them wearing the confidence of people who had never been made to feel small. Her smile was perfect. Soft, concerned, the kind teachers and pack leadership loved. “Are you alright?” Seraphine asked. I blinked once. “Fine.” Seraphine tilted her head, pale blue eyes sharpening. “Ranking days can be…difficult.” I didn’t answer. Seraphine’s smile widened just a fraction. “Have you considered transferring? Smaller packs are more accommodating to…late bloomers.” The girls beside her giggled quietly. I met Seaphine’s eyes. Her scent pushed forward subtly, dominance wrapped in perfume. A social wolf’s favorite weapon, pressure without visible aggression. I absorbed it. Seraphine’s pupils tightened. “Crescent Ridge values strength,” she continued, her voice gentle. “Dormancy doesn’t exactly inspire confidence.” My lips curved into something that wasn’t a smile. “I am exactly where I need to be.” Seraphine’s smile froze. For the first time, the polished girl looked uncertain, just for a moment. Then her expression recovered, sharper now. “Dormant wolves don’t last.” I held her stare. It wasn’t fear that made me still, it was choice. I turned away first. Not because I had to, but because Seraphine wasn’t worth the time it would take to dismantle her. I started walking down the hallway when I heard it. His voice. “Kael.” Rowan’s voice stopped me dead in my tracks, like a hand against my chest. I didn’t turn immediately. I could feel him behind me, feel the way the hallway became quiet around his presence, feel Seraphine step back like she had been dismissed. I forced myself to breathe normally before I turned to face him. He stood a few feet away, his face unreadable. Up close, he looked even more changed. Broader shoulders, leaner face, a faint scar near his jaw that wasn’t there six years ago. His eyes held mine. “Are you OK?” he asked. His voice was careful, controlled, like he was choosing each word. My first instinct was to lie, the second was to tell the truth, so I chose something in between. “I’m used to it.” His jaw tightened. “You shouldn’t have to be.” My throat tightened around a laugh that wouldn’t come. “It’s fine.” “No, it’s not,” his voice lowered. “Someone put their hands on you.” I glanced down, realizing my sleeve had shifted just enough to reveal a faint bruise forming along my wrist. I pulled my sleeve down. “It’s nothing.” Rowan stepped closer, I took a step back. Not dramatic, not obvious, but enough. He stopped and his expression shifted. It wasn’t anger or pride. Something quieter. Hurt. I hated that most of all. “Stop pulling away.” He whispered softly. I looked at him, really looked this time. The boy who had once nudged my shoulder in a crowded field and said You’re next was gone. This Rowan carried the weight of a future pack on his shoulders. He had been trained into caution, into politics, into choosing what kept Crescent Ridge stable over all else. I couldn’t blame him for that. But I also couldn’t let him get close enough to feel what I am, what my wolf is. Close enough to trigger what I have been holding back for years. I kept my voice calm. “I’m not pulling away.” Rowan’s eyes narrowed slightly. “Then what are you doing?” I swallowed. Preparing, I wanted to say. Instead, I lifted my chin just a fraction. “Living.” Rowan stared at me like he didn’t know what to do with that answer. I didn’t give him more. I stepped around him and kept walking. I didn’t run, I didn’t look back, but I felt his gaze on me until I turned a corner and disappeared from view. By the time I reached the back exit, the sun was already slipping toward late afternoon. The air outside was colder than before, but it was cleaner. I stood alone on the steps for a moment and let myself breathe. Inside, my wolf moved, restless, impatient, furious. Soon, I promised her. I pulled my jacket tighter and walked toward the tree line beyond the academy grounds, where the forest waited and no one demanded I kneel. Behind me, Crescent Ridge Academy hummed with laughter and hierarchy. Ahead, the woods held silence. And my secret. My nails dug into my palms. I had been marked the same as always. That single word that the pack used like it was a verdict. Dormant. Again.
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