Tiara I couldn't believe this was happening to me, again. I was told by the doctors and specialists that I couldn't conceive and that it would be a miracle if I did. They also told me that there was a 50/50 chance I could haemorrhage again and it would be very dangerous if I did. Or I could simply miscarry with everything that Shaun had done to my body. Right now I am scared of the concept of being pregnant again. If I went through it, it would be the end of me. The doctors had warned me I would have to have a hysterectomy. I'd have either of these happened if I hadn't bled to death first. How could Shaun do this to me? Again! He knew about my miscarriages, but he didn't care to stay safe every time he miserable himself with me. That's how I ended up pregnant on previous occasions.

