Clyde was gone, he liked Farley, I liked Bookie, I liked Farley, Bookie was Farley.
These things invaded my head the entire weekend and didn't stop when the next day of school came. I wasn't ready to face Farley. And whenever I talked to Bookie I made it short since I didn't know what to do. It made me feel guilty, but he seemed to be very down and busy. It felt like he wanted to be alone so I felt less guilty but it was still there.
The total issue...it's not like it was a problem...right? I didn't know, all I knew is that I felt weird. But I was somewhat relieved. And multiple feelings bubbled up that I just couldn't quite understand. The last thing I wanted to do was talk to others about it. All I really had was Clyde to talk to about it, but he likes Farley so I would feel too bad
