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I've never felt this. I've never felt so wanted. Genuinely wanted and desired.
I have never been so aroused. I have never wanted s*x like this. It's always been something to tolerate and on the rare occasion where it was desirable, that was always snatched away from me by the actions of the other parties involved.
I never thought I'd want to be intimate ever again but Ethan...
Ethan consumes me. My every thought, my every emotion, every sensation. Every little piece of me longs for nothing more than his touch, his taste.
His love.
Ethan's my addiction. More than any drug or drink. The kisses he's giving me hold only the tiniest part of a larger promise.
I'm clinging to him as though he is fate himself, terrified that if I should let him go, he'll disappear.
My hands move
