E͟t͟h͟a͟n͟ The observation room is dark when I enter . I don't bother turning on the light. I want to see Russell through the two-way mirror. I need to prepare myself. Walking in without seeing him first will not end well for him. I have to keep reminding myself to not f**k this up. All I want to do is f**k him up but ... I growl in frustration. At least Jaxon's leaving me alone. Then again, I'm locking him out. He would normally push right through it but I think he wants this solved just as much as I do. I'm suddenly standing before the mirror, looking at the source of my rage. I cross my arms, rubbing my bottom lip, thinking. I have to grasp my arm to keep from running in there and strangling him. His bravado seems to have worn off. He's sitting in a neon orange jumpsuit, arms and

