E͟t͟h͟a͟n͟ I'm f*****g stoked. She's mine. She's f*****g mine! She's marked and I'm high as I've ever been. Her scent has changed and she's calmer. I'm not sure if we can mindlink yet. but I'm hoping so. Ivy lets out a giggle. "Ethan, this is so funny!!" We're sitting in the living room, reclined on the couch, tangled together. I can't get past this woman and her animal videos. I chuckle at her enthusiasm. It was cats and now it's birds; screaming, yelling and swearing birds. Any animals doing any kind of human behavior sends her into stitches. I love watching her laugh. It makes me feel like I'm doing something right. I want nothing more than for her to heal but at the same time... I pull her tightly to me. I need her. I need her to be well. I need to have my ring on her hand, I

