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Wow
It almost feels wrong to be here.
Ethan had insisted that I take the pillow with me and there was something comforting about it.
I'd never been allowed to have anything nice. Even in the early days when it had been "good," my clothes were second hand. They weren't bad but nothing that said "you look nice."
I only got new things when the occasion called for it. I shudder. My fingers are intertwined with Ethan's, his touch chasing away the sudden chill of fear that climbs up my spine. I'm starting to realize just how serious the matebond is.
I haven't questioned my position with Russ. I don't want to think about it at all. It will get worked out eventually.
At least I never have to see him again. Ethan hasn't said anything about it but I can tell how defensive he gets w
