"I’ve never done this before, I’ve never touched anyone before, in any way. I have no idea what to do!" I say it fast so I get it all out before I loose my nerve.
I feel his cheek move slightly, he’s smiling. But he’s not laughing at me, that’s something.
“I’ll help you” he says softly. “But you don’t need to overthink it, just explore and do what feels natural. If you do anything weird or that I’m not comfortable with, I’ll tell you.”
“You promise?” I ask nervously.
“I promise” he replies.
Then his hand is back on mine and he moves my thumb to his bottom lip. He takes his hand away and I get it. He’s going to help me, but he’s not going to do it for me. I slowly graze my thumb along his bottom lip. I feel his mouth open slightly and a small puff of air comes out across my thumb. D
